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today is the day when i started to pray

and i ask god to help me be ok,

my life for so long has been very strange

so today i decided i needed a change,

the Dr. i saw told me that i will soon die

that is when i knew i was living a lie,

i was so determined that this was fate

i knew at this very moment it wasn't to late

i was going to get healthy and lose this weight,

my life is very important to me

thats when i looked at myself and began to see,

the Dr. was right when he said i would soon die

he said my friend this is no lie,

i have kids and a husband to think about

thats when i realized there wasn't a doubt

this is what life is all about,

i need to be around for my family and love

and cherish them like i should

at this point in my life i knew i could,

my friends tell me all the time

christine you are someone special and so kind,

so next time when i start feeling sad

i will take a good look at myself and see what i do have,

i sometimes wonder what would i do

to myself when im feeling sad and blue,

kids,family and friends are all i have

so my life without these people would be so bad,

so next time when something doesn't feel quite right

i will look around and thank god for making

everything in my life so beautiful and bright.....

signed

"new begining"