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fancy

22:54 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 641




I remember it all very well lookin' back

It was the summer I turned eighteen

We lived in a one room, rundown shack

On the outskirts of New Orleans

We didn't have money for food or rent

To say the least we were hard pressed

Then Mama spent every last penny we had

To buy me a dancin' dress



Mama washed and combed and curled my hair

And she painted my eyes and lips then I stepped into

a satin'

dancin' dress that had a split on the side clean up

to my hip

It was red velvet trim and it fit me good

Standin' back from the lookin' glass

There stood a woman where a half grown kid

had stood



She said here's your one chance Fancy don't let

me down

Here's your one chance Fancy don't let me down



Mama dabbled a little bit of perfume on my neck

And she kissed my cheek

Then I saw the tears wellin' up in her troubled eys

When she started to speak

She looked at a pitiful shackAnd then she looked at me and took a ragged

breath

She said your Pa's run off and I'm real sick

And the baby's gonna starve to death



She handed me a heart shaped locket that said

"To thine own self be true"

And I shivered as I watched a roach crawl accross

The toe of my high heeled shoe

It sounded like somebody else that was talkin'

Askin' Mama what do I do

She said be nice to the gentlemen Fancy

And they'll be nice to you

She said here's your one chance Fancy don't let me down

Here's your one chance Fancy don't let me downLord forgive me for what I do,

but if you want out

Well it's up to you

Now don't let me down you better start

movin' uptown



Well, that was the last time I saw my Ma

The night I left that rickety shack

The welfare people came and took the baby

Mama died and I ain't been back



But the wheels of fate had started to turn

And for me there was no way out

And it wasn't very long 'til I knew exactly

What my Mama'd been talkin' about



I knew what I had to do but I made myself this

solemn vowThat I's gonna be a lady someday

Though I didn't know when or how

I couldn't see spending the rest of my life

With my head hung down in shame you know

I might have been born just plain white trash

But Fancy was my name



Here's your one chance Fancy don't let me down

Here's your one chance Fancy don't let me down



It wasn't long after that benevolent man

Took me off the street

And one week later I was pourin' his tea

In a five room hotel suite



I charmed a king, congressman

And an occasional aristocrat

Then I got me a Georgia mansion

In an elegant New York townhouse flat

And I ain't done bad



Now in this world there's a lot of self-righteous

hippocrates

That would call me bad

And criticize Mama for turning me out

No matter how little we had



But though I ain't had to worry 'bout nothin'

For nigh on fifteen years

I can still hear the desperation in my poor

Mama's voice ringin' in my ear



She said, here's your one chance Fancy don't let me down

Here's your one chance Fancy don't let me down

Lord, forgive me for what I do

But if you want out well it's up to you

Now don't let me down

You Mama's gonna help you uptown



I guess she did

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whats this life for

22:47 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 642




Hurray for a child

That makes it through

If there's any way

Because the answer lies in you

They're laid to rest

Before they know just what to do

Their souls are lost

Because they could never find

What's this life for

I see your soul, it's kind of gray

I see your heart, you look away

You see my wrist, I know your pain

I know your purpose on your plane

Don't say a last prayer

Because you could never find

What's this life for

But they ain't here anymore

Don't have to settle the score

Cause we all live

Under the reign of one king





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one

22:44 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 643




Affirmative may be justified

Take from one give to another

The goal is to be unified

Take my hand be my brother

The payment silenced the masses

Sanctified by oppression

Unity took a back seat

Sliding further in regression

One

The only way is one

I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try and change my mind

Society blind by color

Why hold down one to raise another

Discrimination now on both sides

Seeds of hate blossom further

The world is heading for mutiny

When all we want is unity

We may rise and fall, but in the end

We meet our fate together

One

The only way is one

I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try and change my mind







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torn

22:42 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 644




Peace is what they tell me

Love am I unholy

Lies are what they tell me

Despise you that control me

The peace is dead in my soul

I have blamed the reason for

My intentions poor

Yes I'm the one who

The only one who

Would carry on this far

Torn, I'm filthy

Born in my own misery

Stole all that you gave me

Control you claim you save me

The peace is dead in my soul

I have blamed the reason for

My intentions poor

Yes I'm the one who

The only one who

Would carry on this far





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higher

22:36 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 645




When dreaming I'm guided through another world

Time and time again

At sunrise I fight to stay asleep

'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place

'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape

From the life I live when I'm awake

So let's go there

Let's make our escape

Come on, let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?

Can you take me higher?

To the place where blind men see

Can you take me higher?

To the place with golden streets

Although I would like our world to change

It helps me to appreciate

Those nights and those dreams

But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights

If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same

The only difference is

To let love replace all our hate

So let's go there

Let's make our escape

Come on, let's go there

Let's ask can we stay?

Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time

Up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams

And make them mine







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my own prison

22:30 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 646




A court is in session, a verdict is in

No appeal on the docket today

Just my own sin

The walls are cold and pale

The cage made of steel

Screams fill the room

Alone I drop and kneel

Silence now the sound

My breath the only motion around

Demons cluttering around

My face showing no emotion

Shackled by my sentence

Expecting no return

Here there is no penance

My skin begins to burn

So I held my head up high

Hiding hate that burns inside

Which only fuels their selfish pride

We're all held captive

Out from the sun

A sun that shines on only some

We the meek are all in one

I hear a thunder in the distance

See a vision of a cross

I feel the pain that was given

On that sad day of loss

A lion roars in the darkness

Only he holds the key

A light to free me from my burden

And grant me life eternally

Should have been dead

On a Sunday morning

Banging my head

No time for mourning

Ain't got no time

So I held my head up high

Hiding hate that burns inside

Which only fuels their selfish pride

We're all held captive

Out from the sun

A sun that shines on only some

We the meek are all in one

I cry out to God

Seeking only his decision

Gabriel stands and confirms

I've created my own prison







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down with the sickness

22:26 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 647


Can you feel that

Oh, shit



Ooh Ah Ah Ah Ah

Ooh Ah Ah Ah Ah

Oah Oah

Oah Oah

Oah Oah



Drowning deep in my sea of loathing

Broken your servant I kneel

Will you give in to me?

It seems what's left of my human side

Is slowly changing in me

Will you give in to me?



Looking at my own reflection

When suddenly it changes

Violently it changes

Oh no there is no turning back now

You've woken up the demon in me



Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness

Madness is the gift, that has been given to me



I can see inside you, the sickness is rising

Don't try to deny what you feel

Will you give in to me?

It seems that all that was good has died

And is decaying in me

Will you give in to me?



It seems you're having some trouble

In dealing with these changes

Living with these changes

Oh no the world is a scary place

Now that you've woken up the demon in me



Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness

Madness is the gift, that has been given to me



And when I dream

And when I dream

And when I dream

And when I dream

No mommy, don't do it again

Don't do it again

I'll be a good boy

I'll be a good boy, I promise

No mommy don't hit me, OW

Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy

Don't do it, you're hurting me, OW

Why did you have to be such a bitch

Why don't you,

Why don't you fuck off and die

Why can't you just fuck off and die

Why can't you just leave here and die

Never stick your hand in my face again bitch

FUCK YOU

I don't need this shit

You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore

How would you have to see how it feels mommy

Here it comes, get ready to die



Ooh Ah Ah Ah Ah

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness

Madness has now come over me



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id do any thing for love

22:16 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 648




I'd run right into hell and back

I would do anything for love

I'd never lie to you and that's a fact

But I'll never forget the way you feel right now,

Oh no, no way

And I would do anything for love, but I won't do that

No, I won't do that





Anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love

I would do anything for love, but I won't do that

No, I won't do that





Some days it don't come easy

Some days it don't come hard

Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end

Some nights you're breathing fire

Some nights you're carved in ice

Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again





Maybe I'm crazy, but it's crazy and it's true

I know you can save me, no-one else can save me now but you





As long as the planets are turning

As long as the stars are burning

As long dreams are coming true

You'd better believe it, that I would do





Anything for love

And I'l be there until the final act

I would do anything for love, and I'll take a vow and seal a pact

But I'll never forgive myself if we don't go all the way, tonight

I would do anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love, but I won't do that

No, I won't do that





I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that





Some days I pray for silence

Some days I pray for soul

Some days I just pray to the god of sex and drums and rock 'n' roll

Some nights I lose the feeling

Some nights I lose control

Some nights I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls





Maybe I'm lonely, that's all I'm qualified to be

That's just one and only, the one and only promise I can keep





As long as the wheels are turning

As long as the fires are burning

As long as your prayers are coming true

You'd better believe it, that I would do





Anything for love

And you know it's true and that's a fact

I would do anything for love, and there'll never be no turning back

But I'll never do it better than I do it with you. So long, so long

I would do anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love, but I won't do that

No, I won't do that

No, no, no, I won't do...





I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do that

I would do anything for love

Anything you've been dreaming of, but I just won't do...





But I'll never stop dreaming of you ev'ry night of my life, no way

I would do anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love

I would do anything for love, but I won't do that

No, I won't do that





Girl:





Will you raise me up? will you help me down?

Will you get me right out of this godforsaken town?

Will you make it all a little less cold?





Boy:





I can do that

I can do that





Girl:





Will you hold me sacred? Will you hold me tight?

Can you colourise my life, I'm so sick of black and white?

Can you make it all a little less old?





Boy:





I can do that

Oh no, I can do that





Girl:



Will you make me some magic with your own two hands?

Will you build and emerald city with these grains of sand?

Can you give me something I can take home?





Boy:





I can do that

I can do that





Girl:





Will you cater to every fantasy I got?

Will you hose me down with holy water, if I get too hot?

Will you take me places I've never known?





Boy:





I can do that

Oh no, I can do that





Girl:





After a while you'll forget everything

It was a brief interlude and a midsummer night's fling

And you'll see that it's time to move on





Boy:





I won't do that

I won't do that





Girl:





I know the territory, I've been around

It'll all turn to dust and we'll all fall down

Sooner or later you'll be screwing around





Boy:





I won't do that

No, I won't do that





Anything for love

Oh, I would do anything for love

I would do anything for love, but I won't do that

No, I won't do that





Jim Steinman, 1993



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push

22:11 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 649




she said I don’t know if I’ve ever been good enough

I’m a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in

and I don’t know if I’ve ever been really loved

by a hand that’s touched me, well I feel like something’s gonna give

and I’m a little bit angry, well



this ain’t over, no not here, not while I still need you around

you don’t owe me, we might change

yeah we just might feel good



(chorus)

I wanna push you around, I will, I will

I wanna push you down, I will, I will

I wanna take you for granted,

I wanna take you for granted I will



she said I don’t know why you ever would lie to me

like I’m a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya

and I don’t know why you couldn’t just stay with me

you couldn’t stand to be near me

when my face don’t seem to want to shine

cuz it’s a little bit dirty well



don’t just stand there, say nice things to me

I’ve been cheated I’ve been wronged,

and you you don’t know me, I can’t change

I won’t do anything at all



(chorus)



oh but don’t bowl me over

just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so crazy, crazy

don’t rush this baby, don’t rush this baby



(chorus

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21:59 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 650


There were no angry words at all

As we carried boxes down the hall

One by one we put them in your car

Nothing much for us to say

One last goodbye and you drove away

I watched your tail-lights

As they faded in the dark

I couldn't face the night in that lonely bed

So I laid down on the couch instead



Last night I prayed the Lord my soul to keep

Then I cried myself to sleep

So sure life wouldn't go on without you

But oh this sun is blinding me

As it wakes me from the dark

I guess the world didn't stop

For my broken heart



Clocks still tickin, life goes on

Radio still plays a song

As I try to put my scattered thoughts in place

And it takes all the strength I've got

To stumble to the coffee pot

The first of many lonely mornings I've got to face

You call to see if I'm ok

Look out the window and I just say



Last night I prayed the Lord my soul to keep

Then I cried myself to sleep

So sure life wouldn't go on without you

But oh this sun is blinding me

As it wakes me from the dark

I guess the world didn't stop

For my broken heart



I guess the world ain't gonna stop

For my broken heart


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a song i like) does he love you

21:45 Oct 10 2007
Times Read: 651


I've known about you for a while now

When he leaves me he wears a smile now

As soon as he's away from me

In your arms is where he wants to be



But you're the one he rushes home to

You're the one he gave his name to

I never see his face in the early morning light

You have his mornings, his daytimes

And sometimes I have his nights



But does he love you (does he love you)

Like he loves me (like he loves me)

Does he think of you (does he think of you)

When he's holding me

And does he whisper (does he whisper) all of his fantasies

Does he love you (does he love you) like he's been lovin' me



But when he's with me, he says he needs me

And that he wants me, that he believes in me



And when I'm in his arms, oh he swears there's no one else

Is he deceiving me, or am I deceiving myself?



But does he love you (does he love you)

Like he loves me (like he loves me)

Does he think of you (does he think of you)

When he's holding me

And does he whisper (does he whisper) of his fantasies

Does he love you (does he love


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