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The mask I wear

The fake smile

when i'm broken inside

a heart aching from pain

wishing love was real

The fake happiness

when I'm depressed

the fake laughs

when I feel like crying.

the pain of being alone

is sometimes hard to bare.

I try to be there for others.. I truly do but sometimes even I need a lift up.

I feel your breath upon my neck

I can't see you but feel you

You seem so near and yet you are so far away my dear

I hear your heart beating close to my ear

My head resting against your chest

Hearing the blood flowing freely

My body aching to be free

Hold me close and set me free

Bring me to ecstasy

Kiss my neck and bite into me.

Oh how heavenly it will be.

The depths of my love



is something you could never comprehend



The pain I take to be near you



My heart aching and craving you



How long it take you to see?



How much more do I have to take for you to see me?



My heart wishes for love and find it already gone



How can anyone love a nothing?



Once more I am alone in darkness



never to be found.



For there is nothing left to be found.



Everything was fine until love came into play.



My heart broke when you walked away.



My heart in pieces before you



You step on them like they meant nothing to you.



What a cruel way to end me.

I walk the lonely road

a place i have always known

I have no light nor happiness now

I have left behind everything

I don't want to feel anymore

The pain inside is killing me.

I wake up every day wishing i was dead.

what kind of life is that?

I used to dream and be filled with laughter.

That died because I learned there is no such thing has happy ever after.