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my heart aches for something that i cant have...and couldnt have if i even tried!!!!...im such a fool to believe that...so could someone plz plz plz take the pain away...plz justplz take the pain away

Life is hard to deal with... and sometimes you feel as if you are going to break down and cry your eyes out...well... no one said life is fair... no one said life is easy...so heres an idea just get over it and keep going...so much simpler that way...wouldnt you agree???... well then if you cant get over it....then stop complaining so we can get on with our lives !!!!!!! Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!

i cant stand life anymore!!!!...it feels a if i am in a dream and cannot get out!!!!...my head feels like its split in two...and i cant put it back togather...its driving me INSANE!!!!!!...i feel like getting a gun put in my head and pulling the trigger to end this madness...but i cant and i deal with it... all it does is makes me lose my mind.... chaos . . .sweet chaos... cant live with it and cant live without it.... XDDDDD