Why do I get the feeling everything I do is just wrong or not good enough? They say you should trust your own feelings. In this case I hope that I am wrong.
I work 6 days on and two days off. I get up at around 4:30am 6 days a week and I am at work from 5:45 am until 2pm each day. I am thinking maybe to take on extra work to try and safe more money to get back to her. I am think if I can find work from 6pm until 10pm at night it would give me a extra 4 hours a day, but I think finding that said Job will be hard where I live but its worth a shot.
Oh a completely different note. In my family there are six's of us all together. I have three sisters and all three of them are now pregnant. I look forward to being aunty again.
I miss her. I did not think I could miss her anymore that I did but I was totally wrong. I miss her so much more that I thought possible. I can't wait until I get to see her again on Thursday it may only be on cam for the moment but its better than nothing. My heart is hers and always will be. That will never change, she has always held my heart. Dam I miss her. Hope the days pass real soon. Wish I could hold her in my arms but again that will have to wait. :(
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NikkiAidyn
19:59 Nov 28 2013
You're not doing anything wrong.. maybe you just need to step back and think about whatever it is from a different perspective... You should trust your instinct, feelings aren't always right.
Sangreas
20:02 Nov 28 2013
I agree with Nikki,instincts and Feelings are not the same Thing.If you think something is right or wrong,take a step back and look at the Situation from the viewpoint of a third Person so to speak and then make a decision