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I sit and i think. Always it seams to come back to you. You have been apart of me for so long, i think i'm scared to let go. Scared that if i do i will lose you. Still i love you and im not ready to move on. How does one move folward? Why can't i get over you? Get you out of my heart and head. I don't think i will ever truly stop loving you, it may just change to another kind of love. And when that day finally comes maybe i will be able to move on and once again feel love as it should be.

I love her still. Do we ever really get over someone we have been in love with, or will there always be a special connection? I don't want her out of my life, but i know we may never be the way i want us to be and i need to move on but finding it hard to do so. I guess im just scared of getting hurt again. Love can be so totally wonderfuly but at the same time if it goes wrong it can be the most painfull thing in the world.

I'm tired. Tired of the fighting everyday for something that may never happen. But would it really be wise to give up. Probley not. Its not in my nature to give up anyway i never have done. But right now i have to say im so tired every day..But thats just life and we just get on with it, no matter how we feel...

Your always there in my heart, in my thoughts. Each day i wake you are here. I can't seam to let you go no matter the hurt i cause myself. The pain is to much to bear somedays but i still hold on to hope. To the hope that one day i will make it alright and get to hold you in my arms again, to look deep into your eyes and tell you how much i love you. I hold on to hope because without it what else is there???