Darkness surrounds me
This graveyard is an eerie place
It is said to be haunted
I am desperate to see the ghost
It is said to be the ghost of a man who was murdered
He was supposedly a good man who was married with children
He was a blacksmith in the village
Some drunken thugs set about him and clubbed him to death
They were found guilty and hanged
But the spirit of the blacksmith lives on
Hoping to find peace
Or to guide his children and their children from beyond the grave
"Why was I taken so early from this world?"
"Thirty is too young an age to die"
The blacksmith haunts this graveyard
A warning to all innocent men to be aware
Drunken brawls can lead to violence and death
Avoid trouble and work hard and try to avoid danger
It is always sad when the innocent die young
"I hope you find peace soon - your family is doing well"
"Return to the spirit world, your work is done"
"May God look over you and protect your soul"
"It is time to sleep and rest. "
I have the strangest dreams
I imagine armed skeletons with swords and shields
Rising from the ground
Just like in the film Jason and the Argonauts
I can't destroy them
I fight and fight with all my might
If I disable one another rises from the ground
I feel as though I am fighting against my past
I try to start afresh but continue to be harassed by my past
I have to fight these demons
I cannot start anew and repair the damage
These fierce creatures attack me with their swords
And strike at my flesh
The wounds ooze blood
I am feeling weak
I fall to my knees
And slip into unconsciousness
And then I awake
I feel worn out and quite disturbed
The start of a new day
With it comes the hope of new beginnings
But I know that in my dreams my past will return to haunt me
I need to end this fight
And bury the bones of my past life
These skeletons of the mind haunt my imagination
Let the battle begin again
I have no choice but to fight on
In time perhaps I will be free of these recurring dreams
And slowly I will be able to start anew
Princess Dominica looked so beautiful
All dressed in black
With white make-up and dark purple lips
She sat on the throne so full of majesty
The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty
And worshipped the ground she walked upon
The King was not well
And expected to die soon
And the Queen had died long ago
So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom
Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace
She carried out her duties without question or complaint
And she would always greet new visitors with a smile
Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms
In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists
And let the blood pour into a bowl
She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more
Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick
Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin
She felt so much pressure to be beautiful
She had many suitors but none that she loved
A stranger from abroad arrived one day
And stole her heart
But he was not a suitable match for a princess
A handsome sailor of common stock
She pleaded with her father to let her marry
But he doggedly refused her request
One night she took the blade
And slit both her wrists
Not a cry for attention
But an attempt to take her life
Living was a torment to her
The expectations too high
The rewards lacking in true value
Her dead body was found the next morning
And all the towns folk mourned her death
The beautiful princess had departed this land
And headed off above the clouds
To find a happier resting place
A traditional Gothic funeral was held
To celebrate her life
Many fine words were said
And then her body was buried
Under a thousand red roses
Her Cousin Isabella was now next in line
And took over the royal duties
A heavy burden for a fifteen year old to deal with
“So many souls are sacrificed on the road to glory”
Bleak midwinter
And snow lies all around
My heart is cold and empty
And I long to walk on the hot sand
With the sun burning my body
And my love close at hand
Will you ever return?
Or will I always live in bleak midwinter
Send me word of where you are
Have you found a new love?
Have you moved on to someone new?
I am still in a frozen state
Stuck rigid where you left me
Unable to move on
One kiss would thaw my bones
One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes
I would follow you to the ends of the earth
But my feet are frozen to the ground
And all around there is no sound
In this frozen wilderness
I will live forever
Suspended in time
A monument to discarded love
Goth girl
Just trying to get by
Searching for someone to love
Longing to break free of the chains that bind her
Cannot see the point in conformity
All those around her have let her down
Parents and teachers
Nothing they say has any meaning for her
She is looking for her own way
She sees glamour and pride in the gothic community
These people are proud to be different
Living life on the edge
A darker sense of adventure and enlightenment
The secrets are there to be found
Darkened awareness is there if you search for it
A new perspective on life
In which negatives can be turned into positives
Enter the world of darkness
And find comfort within
These people are hurting inside
Crying out to be loved
And this unusual company of misfits
Is like a pack of wolves
Looking out for each other
Even in your darkness you can find inspiration
Let your imagination light your path
And find your way to a new beginning
Angel
You are so precious to me
You give me a reason for living
And a sense of hope
As the dark days approach
Thoughts of you keep me sane
I have drifted through time
I have lost my way
But the stars always guide me back to you
My love, hold my hand
Understand that I love you
And I will never let you go
We will live for eternity
Through our children and in the memories of friends
Our love is an unbreakable bond
Built on sound foundations
And forged through centuries of time
God looks over us and protects us
In this white room with padded walls
I think of you and feel comforted
Outside you carry on you life
Oblivious to my feelings for you
We live in parallel worlds
Destined never to meet again
I am only a passing memory
And you are all I have left
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