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Looking out at the world everything seems surreal.



My soul shrouded in confusion and darkness, searching for a glimmer of hope to hang on to.



Once again I am abandoned in my darkest hour. My worst fears within sight I cry out to you. Am I even worthy of your attention?



The only joy is the smiles on my children's faces. How much longer will I be able to see them? How soon till the smiles turn to sadness, how much longer can I hide the truth, stay strong and put on this mask, pretend that everything is ok?



Am I to be forever tormented by my past? It seems so...no matter how I attone for my sins will it never be enough?



Extend your hand to me. Please grant me the smallest shread of serenity and save me from this sea of desperation.