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I'm cool with part of that..

04:30 Jun 19 2008
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but please, don't try to chill me on it



I am getting over come, by the overwhelmed



I am struck, by those stuck in awe



they need it all to be, so sensational



if some subtle was likely, they would only notice

the lack of their beliefs on parade..



buzzing at the sharing of testimony

about a cousins friend who once heard

of someone seeing something

that spooked them, on a camping trip



at least seek creative scripts for your claims, offer to demonstrate your gift, if it is all that.

I can.."Want to hear a story" one that i imagined,

about a meta-verse, one that you have no hint of

yet if it is so, as you claim (and I agree)

imagination that creates , then let your after life be

your after life, and seek your entertainment, and condolences here, while you live with those here now..


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Conviction in Application ...

00:07 Jun 17 2008
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What does a belief fulfill in the life and expectations of the believer.



I see a filler for a vacuum, a want to believe something to be different from others. Some expect that to accept that aliens are here among us, could be getting a false hope of intervention.. that the world.. (as they see it) is desperately failing.. what is it the aliens have been credited with in the past? Building the pyramids. A so called pivot point in history..

so with lack of foundation they cling to the newest fad belief, all in want of something they neglect to identify.. What is the core of their search?


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In Memory

22:04 Jun 16 2008
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You were not known to me, but you will be remembered by many...

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The Tragic story is as follows, straight from the news...



A man parked his truck on a country road outside Turlock on Saturday night, removed a baby boy from a car seat and then beat the child to death in the street, fighting off passers-by who tried to stop him, until he was gunned down by a police officer whose helicopter landed in a nearby pasture, police said Sunday.



The 27-year-old suspect, who lived in Turlock (Stanislaus County), died almost immediately where he fell. The child, who according to police appeared to be 12 to 24 months old, was taken to a hospital but died before arrival.



Police officials declined to identify the man and said they were not yet certain who the child was - or in what way, if any, he was related to his attacker. The Stanislaus County coroner's office told police that the agency may have to identify the boy through a DNA test because he was beaten beyond recognition.



No information was immediately available about the child's mother.



The suspect "had tunnel vision," said Stanislaus County sheriff's Deputy Royjindar Singh, a department spokesman. "As people tried to intervene, to tackle him, he just went back to what he was doing. Anything and everything he could do to the baby, that's what he was doing."



Singh said investigators were working hard to answer a series of questions about the shocking case, including why the suspect stopped in the roadway, where he was coming from and where he was going. Singh said he did not know whether the suspect was under the influence of alcohol or drugs.



The beating and subsequent shooting by police happened near a dairy ranch along two-lane West Bradbury Road, between South Blaker Road and South Central Avenue, in an unincorporated area about 10 miles west of downtown Turlock and 20 miles south of Modesto. The rural road, which extends straight west from Highway 99, has no streetlights.



Singh said an elderly couple driving along West Bradbury Road just after 10 p.m. made the first 911 call to police, reporting that the suspect's four-door Toyota pickup truck was parked facing west in the eastbound lane. According to the caller, the suspect was behind the truck, where he was brutally beating the boy.



The couple had poor cell phone reception and did not give authorities a precise address, delaying the response by a few minutes, Singh said. But soon, he said, others called as well, and some witnesses stopped and tried to halt the attack on the child, who was shaken, punched, kicked and stomped on the pavement.



"One (person) tried to intervene, and the suspect pushed him off and continued assaulting the baby," Singh said.



By 10:13 p.m., a county dispatcher had confirmed the correct location and broadcast it, Singh said, but it was so remote that the first officers to arrive were aboard a Sheriff's Department helicopter that had been patrolling over Turlock. The pilot, a sheriff's deputy, and the tactical flight officer, a Modesto city police officer, landed in a cow pasture just off the roadway at about 10:19 p.m., Singh said.



The flight officer then ran about 20 yards toward the suspect and, while standing behind the pasture's fence, ordered him to stop beating the child, who was on the ground, Singh said.



"He refuses to comply with the orders, and the officer fires," he said, "resulting in the death of the suspect."



Firefighters from a nearby station arrived a few minutes later and tried desperately to resuscitate the child. The boy was then rushed to Emanuel Medical Center in Turlock. Despite this effort, Singh said that the child died before arrival at the hospital.



By the time the ambulance had left the scene, Singh said, almost a dozen people had witnessed some part of the incident, with at least two trying to physically stop the suspect.



"The two officers on the helicopter, they were pretty shook up about it," Singh said. "We have to kind of expect this in our line of work. But for people who were just driving home, they weren't prepared for this. They're watching a helpless baby die in front of them and they're trying to intervene, but all their efforts aren't doing anything."





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VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
03:06 Jun 17 2008

Tears are words from the heart that can't be spoken...





tr1n1ty01
tr1n1ty01
03:34 Jun 17 2008

this is an awful tragedy!!! my thoughts are with the baby and whoever the family may be.....RIP





 

Quip..

05:57 Jun 15 2008
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Some learn through trial and error, others hope for an occasional error in their trial.


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VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
13:47 Jun 15 2008

I have read that before and its true,lol.





 

Socked in the mouth...

20:27 Jun 09 2008
Times Read: 957


I am still waiting for the full scope of what gave this guy the idea that he needed to sock me in the mouth and split.. (well try to) a Very Big Kid) collared the creep. I so wanted to kick that punk. He went to jail, he would have gone whether I pressed charges or not, I didn't. I think the fact that I stood their simply glaring in mock gesture registared more then if I had delievered a tirade. Plus he was overwhelmingly preoccupied by the presence of a "small elephant" weighing him to the ground...


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SeleneTremere
SeleneTremere
20:36 Jun 09 2008

OUCH! He split your lip??



Tell the 'small elephant' to be sure and show him to the cell with the really big boys.





VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
21:12 Jun 09 2008

well, it sounds like quite a day you had.

Standing your ground and not lowering yourself to their level is the best shocker to deliver.





 

Regarding the Soul

19:52 Jun 09 2008
Times Read: 959


A persistent question in a thread got me thinking, "what use is a soul to someone other then the owner. As a metaphor i will use light as soul, corrupt people, people who use their light for ill gain, are shunned, theirs is a life of dim, if not dark existence, they have no light to spare to contribute to the greater frequency, (grant it there are those that spill their light out to easy) and there are those that only shine artificial) but if a collective of people are harvested, those that have not even tapped into that inner light (and feel it is waining)will give up that light for a feeling of instant gratifying sensation.



Gatherers of souls their for "harness" that light to use as "illumination" in their darkest exile from all that shines, perhaps the light from such a lantern draws others wandering the shadows..


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VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
21:15 Jun 09 2008

What is that old saying again... "The darkness is drawn to the light".





 

I Now Bear the Mark

00:51 Jun 09 2008
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You have 666 messages in your inbox folder.





I have been possessed by the Rave... I now Bear the mark...


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Doom Cults and End Of Time Prophets

19:45 Jun 07 2008
Times Read: 977


I just got off line with a 2012 Sect member, a real educated person. I asked him among other questions one that really seem to tick him off. I asked him "What of the 2000 Hype?"



See I know that one of the main players in the slowly growing collective (cult) is the same guy that co-authored a series of books relating to end time (creative Sci Fi aphocalyptic).



I am brain storming a forum discussion on this.



What is the fringe to those that get caught up in the doom Hype. Environmentalist (the extreme ones) use such things to base their urgency on. To be aware of the decline of resources is one thing, to be aware of exploitive government officials is common sense.. yet an alert person knows there is a potential threat.. a paranoid person, sees that threat in everything.


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VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
20:18 Jun 07 2008

Interesting forumn topic....indeed.





 

Likely Side Effects of Senationalism

02:56 Jun 07 2008
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depressive stupors after attending sensationalist events.



repulsion of people less convinced then you by a performance of claimed super natural event.



Missing out on sharing faith with others, distancing your self from family and friends.



Finacial strain, always filling that you need to help out the "church" or leader, to appear faithful.



Emotional dependency


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VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
03:15 Jun 07 2008

A lesson I learned once...emotional dependencey is as dangerous as a physical addiction...





 

Would believers that seek to convert ..

00:04 Jun 07 2008
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be likely to notice that someone pretends to believe?



Wouldn't they want real believers around them? Rather then people that only pretend to believe so they can keep company with some one. Some people lack conversation skills, or are used to testimonial, and "church" like forums, most are "ditched" by other groups. So when a Christian Gets their "conversion rush"or an Alien hears someone say.." I understand and I believe, you have the key argument I needed to hear." Do you wonder if they pause to think that the person is patronizing them.. ? I think not it is part of a continued pattern, they seldom question the devotion of others, they just seek to get "butts in the pew" to avoid "lonely believers syndrome". Some believers will take the initial initiating belief, and toss to the newly converted "farther test of belief.." example "So now you believe that aliens exist.. or ghost.. now do you believe they communicate with us..?, then do you believe and accept that we are the enlightened recievers ? Fringe group are fun until people start handing out the Nikes and the Apple sauce.. or Kool- Aid


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TemptingDeath
TemptingDeath
00:10 Jun 07 2008

I totally agree with you! You make an amazing point here and it's amazing that they take no notice if the fakers. It's either that or they are ignoring it...hmm...

-TemptingDeath





VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
01:26 Jun 07 2008

I think they might notice but be too eager to "cash in" on the believer to care. Sad, but it seems that way.





dabbler
dabbler
01:28 Jun 07 2008

One more reason to be assured that your belief is convincing. Then onto the next confirmation.





 

It is Okey to Be Entertained

04:42 Jun 05 2008
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we all like to be entertained, we all like to have spiritual assurance, we all seek to be part of a common people, people that we have share a common denominaor with, yet do the two have to be connected, I think not, you may get a lift from assurance to your spirit, but seldom will your elated emotions settle your soul.


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This gets me.. So many people..

22:42 Jun 04 2008
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Quote from a thread, " What I really don't understand is why if people can believe in a God or something of that nature , for some reason have a hard time believing in other things that COULD exist just as much as that entity or being could *shrugs* makes no sense o.O"



Well consider this in reply.. you are much better then me, your impressed mind is far more enlightened then mine, kindly stick a pencil in your ear and bang it hard... I hear it cures head aches.. I mean you must believe that ear drops work.. why not believe a pencil crammed in there would't work?



Another post from a active believer...really do you think that only people that believe in religion go to church.. are you just so pathatic that they need to lean upon others to support their belief, give up the sentational crap and you may find you are not alone in base beliefs, yet you really insult your self with such statements.



"makes ya wonder why those who dont believe in them are on a site like this in the first place o.O hehehe"



This and people that say, they are some how more enlightened

then others because they believe in the possibilities that aliens or ghost are here (all around us). They usually have no creativity of their own. They may never have developed an imagination, I like to imagine possibilities beyond here, I don't feel like I am so connected to that after life in any way here. I really truly do not care to"get a peek" So one last time People Get Of the backs of imaginative people, it is ok for you to believe, it is just as easy for some to imagine.. I will begin thrashing those that use insulting references to those who do not "believe" like they do. Stop confronting disbelief, and you may learn to develop your lack ass imaginations.


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misterstikki
misterstikki
23:05 Jun 04 2008

I enjoy reading fiction.

I enjoy being able to imagine myself as a character living in the book...living through the story, as read through my eyes.

Then when I am finished, I close the book.

Life and reality continues on.

Does it mean I didn't enjoy the book? Nope.

I enjoy this site ..and most of the peeps I have met. I just choose not to believe in vampires. Are they real?

Who knows. Possibly. I just don't think so.





dabbler
dabbler
04:45 Jun 05 2008

If you can imagine them existing you are one up on people that think they are one. If a person can imagine what the after life is and rest assured, they are one better then people that accept a common idea about it then require signs and "peeks" at it.





 

Would they have me believe ..

22:44 Jun 03 2008
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I wonder if they would have me believe, instead simply imagine. Would they fear me believing with more creativity then their anicdoets, and testimony. When people place things as opinion, and possibilities, to me that is imagination. People that impress themselves with their acceptance that it may be more then imagination.. could be argued as delusional.

Especially when even after what glistens is exposed to not be the gold they thought, yet they still cling to it as such.



It is losing ones self to the story, told by theater.



Should I appear to be without accepted beliefs, that is intentional, I find them to be just that.. personal. Subtle even, cake with no frosting. If that is assurance for here after, I could careless for spectacular sensational performances from that what I invest in for after here.



If you are content with a base belief let those that would believe more fringe things alone to do so. yet if they denounce others for lacking that shared belief. They are subject to admonishment. If a person that doesn't share believe

with them, and tries to make that person denounce their belief, then they are subject to admonishment.


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This is something that so called believers cannot answer..

05:28 Jun 03 2008
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science) that life exist somewhere out there. My question is. Does this make the claim that now that we have a supported reason to believe they are out there, isn't that enough? Do people that want to believe that they are here, among us accept that some just settle for knowing there is a statistical chance there exist a distant life form? What do those of you base your claims that they are here on?



Doesn't it get hard to sift through all the claims?



What do you think when a popular person that claims to be "enlightened" by aliens is exposed (as happens often)?



Are you annoyed by people that don't seem to agree with your accepted idea of what and how they are here. If an investigator found a way to test people for alien "DNA" would you line up to be tested?



What do you not believe in that is related to alien visitation?



Are all people that accept that there maybe life out there, but choose not to imagine that it is here unenlightened?



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Xzavier
Xzavier
14:31 Jun 03 2008

You see the problem is if that many people weren't visited by aliens then that means that they're all mentally deficient. Of course it does happen to be illiterate farmers most of the time so I guess maybe..yes they are that stupid :)





 

I have some exciting news to tell..

22:23 Jun 02 2008
Times Read: 1,054


I am so excited, I mean what until you hear what I found out my spells are from.. I want to say it now but my guru insist that I wait until he is completely sure. He wants to make sure the check clears before he tells me, but he has made some great calls so far.



I have just found out that I am periodically "possesed by the ghost of The alien in Roswell. I had my guru initiate the channel

. I have a feeling I will be able to get some updates to the whole

crash and following events.


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VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
23:06 Jun 02 2008

Oh Dab......you are ...well, I have not figured out the words yet,lol.





 

I was promised a visit with an alien..

04:59 Jun 02 2008
Times Read: 1,067


well a video conference type thing, with an alien I have only three questions so please tell me what you think I should ask, at 25 bucks a pop I want to make them count..


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Sinora
Sinora
06:21 Jun 02 2008

Only you could find something like this lmao



It's too early in the morning to think of a question, but keep us up to date.





VAMPIREBLONDEE
VAMPIREBLONDEE
16:53 Jun 02 2008

Dab, knowing you...your not paying anything,lol. Your too smart for that...by the time the interview is over he'd be paying you,lol.

Your are indeed full of endless stories.








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