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i want to get into a more divine alignment i just dont have the patience and resources to do so my mind gets sidetracked however i never lose intrest just doubt myaelf alot however i do believe power is real anything to escape. the normal life its not for me a believe in something bigger patience just lacking i expect things over night and that is my downfall

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BunesUth
15:47 Nov 22 2013

You are you yet though you need to exercise patients and try meditation the answers will come in time if they are there

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have you ever sat for years on end trying to develop your own personality just to realize everything you want to be. gets changed everyday makes it hard to be content with yourself because you dont truly know who you are and what you want to be.at the rate things change its easier just to avoid everything because you lose intrest in everything you do or tell yourself you are every body tells me to just stop thinking so much and go with life but what is life if you canr be content or even understand what it is u are seeking its a long job i need to escape what is reality but an illusion and what is an illusion without a sturdy idea life and self awarness is complicated

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BunesUth
15:49 Nov 22 2013

The mundane thing is to ignore and move on as they still wish to go on in blissful ignorance, question and seeking proves there is more to you

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