conversing with my ex13:05 Sep 25 2006
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19:44:49 Sep 11 2006
Confidence? Since when was that an issue? I'm drunk now and calm so i take back what i said. You are o.k. A violent bitch but that is mans problem. If you had had the kicking you deserve you would have the respect for men you should have. I can't blame you for mens lack of balls. Women should know their place and have a good thrashing to keep em in check. Without it they turn into disease spreading whores like your good self. Anyways it's not your fault. Someone should have taken a strap to you and your mother. Anyways, all the best.
On 20:07:18 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
interesting too, how *I* was the one to seek *you* out, cos you seemed like fun. and you're definitely that.
somehow, i cant see you going out and having the confidence to pick up the cheapest East side chavette, babe. Believe me, i've read your chat up attempts on the jailbait here...c'est tragique
my hearts alive and kicking and hurting from your jibes, you'll be pleased to know, but it doesnt last long - cos they are hilarious,
therefore, the trusty scalpel i have at my desk will not be required in your absence...
besdies, it'd make wiggly lines cos im laughing too much!
*smelly kiss*
14:59:19 Sep 11 2006
Please f*ck off
On 19:51:00 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
'ave you been drinking btw?
Please stop fucking yourself up. What d'you get outta being so horrible? I dont believe any of your evil ranting.
Apart from that you never loved me - coming across loud n clear!
but it doesnt matter, too late to rescue my heart - que ser a...
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14:59:04 Sep 11 2006
Rescue your heart hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha what heart? That black thing in your chest??hahahahahahahahahahahahashahahahahahahahaha
On 19:51:00 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
'ave you been drinking btw?
Please stop fucking yourself up. What d'you get outta being so horrible? I dont believe any of your evil ranting.
Apart from that you never loved me - coming across loud n clear!
but it doesnt matter, too late to rescue my heart - que ser a...
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14:56:17 Sep 11 2006
Drinking ??? No but i will tonight laughing at all you cheap bitches out there who seel yourself for a dime and will NO DOUBT be alone forever rotting away because you are such cheap whores. Please find a razor. Please
On 19:51:00 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
'ave you been drinking btw?
Please stop fucking yourself up. What d'you get outta being so horrible? I dont believe any of your evil ranting.
Apart from that you never loved me - coming across loud n clear!
but it doesnt matter, too late to rescue my heart - que ser a...
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14:54:37 Sep 11 2006
No the idea of hoever you were pretending to be is what i loved. The idea you might be decent, a real person...a real women someone i could look up to and respect. But you are just like all the other cheap trash. worthless and soiled
On 19:51:00 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
'ave you been drinking btw?
Please stop fucking yourself up. What d'you get outta being so horrible? I dont believe any of your evil ranting.
Apart from that you never loved me - coming across loud n clear!
but it doesnt matter, too late to rescue my heart - que ser a...
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14:53:25 Sep 11 2006
Your friends??? What friends???? The only ones you do have use you and toss you aside as does everyone apparently!! You have nothing and no one and it's all to clear why. You are alone even your own family hate you and knew you was to blame when you were evicted. It is because you are a looney!! Now i hate you too and it is all you deserve. Bye bye you freak. I'm sure someone will be along soon you can sleep with. I'm not calling you a slag. You are one.
On 19:48:28 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
*falls off seat laughing*
you know how things ended up the way they did, cos you've evidently seen it before - and there was me, trying to make sense of it all!
round and round and round you go, chasing your poo covered tail...
you are so soo sooooo screwed up, none of my friends like you, and if my family knew what a luuuuunatic you are they'd sortya out! I did protect you from all that though didnt i?
there's no need to change all your addies, i have beeter things to do with my time in the longterm.
calling me a slag just cos i fell for you (even without your shiny discs) aint gonna wash. its obvious you've left a trail of misery in every relationship you've had - cos you dont disclose anything to anyone...big suspicious!
I was friends with my (realtively few) exes right up until i started seeing you, so i must've got summink right.
So, whats wrong with my pic? Just cos it's seductive?! hehe
Please mark, seriously, climb out your hole and stop blaming the world and me for your hang ups.
*cuddle*
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14:38:46 Sep 11 2006
you sicken me
On 19:34:41 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
why dya think that hun?
i aint advertising myself like the last puppy in the shop with poopies round his bumbum...tuttut?
maccy ddddddddddddddddd'sssssssss!!!!!?
*lovelovelove*
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Even your picture says 'im a whore and i have no self respect' that is why you get so many bites in the hope you are such a slag you will meet them and sleep with them ........and they would be right wouldn't they??
On 19:34:41 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
why dya think that hun?
i aint advertising myself like the last puppy in the shop with poopies round his bumbum...tuttut?
maccy ddddddddddddddddd'sssssssss!!!!!?
*lovelovelove*
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14:37:31 Sep 11 2006
Go f*ck yourself. I will have me another whore before the week is out. Slags seem to like me for some reason. Splah a bit of cash around and i'm onto a sure thing. It's cheaper than the brothel. I HATE YOU YOU DOG!!! When i'm bored of this i will leave this site and change my e mail address and laugh at your memory. You losing your mind and showing off like a child makes me giggle even now. To think my family thought you were so nice. They are shocked to learn you a nutter as was the landlord.
On 19:34:41 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
why dya think that hun?
i aint advertising myself like the last puppy in the shop with poopies round his bumbum...tuttut?
maccy ddddddddddddddddd'sssssssss!!!!!?
*lovelovelove*
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14:32:29 Sep 11 2006
Well you can shag another sad case can't you you dirty slag. You really are a cheap whore. *shudders*
On 19:30:30 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
i gets it!
you're jealous cos ive got sooo many messages and comments from random cybersexers...ewwwwww
they keep biting and biting me though, so i must be getting sommat right?
dont be jealous my canine furball. only your bones do i wanna nibble
*love*
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14:28:39 Sep 11 2006
Well shame but i don't love you.
On 19:27:53 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
funny funny wolfie
*show teefs!*
I love you kiddiefiddler X
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14:25:46 Sep 11 2006
Can i not have any peace? Can you not tell i hate you?? Leave me alone i'm tired of blocking you.
On 19:23:01 Sep 11 2006 cutestray wrote:
Why do you do it?
I was never a whore, only your girl. shame. try as you might, you dont hurt me boy. i never tried to hurt you, you're just showing yourself up.
I miss your loveliness.
Ha! Come and make up with me?!
HEHE X
Subject: Cheap.
Date: Mon, September 11, 2006 6:58 pm
Oh it's you.. that internet dog. I thought i told you to fuc*k off whore?
Wanna improve your art work?? I have a dot to dot book you can have!! I
certainly have more respect than any other girl than you. Slut.
cutestray:
>Subject: hi m
>Date: Mon, 11 Sep 2006 18:27:50 +0100 (BST)
>
>Probably the most deceitful manwhore i will ever meet, as usual resorting
>to vile and malicious name calling for no reason. You make it painfully
>clear where the violence in your relationships stems from. Enjoy your
>knobbashing over underage cyberchicks, cos a virgin fantasy is all you'll
>ever (never) have. I don't believe you have it in you to love anyone, you
>just use it as an excuse to manipulate and place your hurt on someone most
>vulnerable. I am sorry for you.
>
>Love and heartfelt intentions always,
>
>Hx
>
>PS - I hope you didnt think i said that about my belly hurting cos you
>belted me there - what i meant was that it hurt for you when i read your
>email about how you felt! eeeeeee....
>
>*big bear hug*
Mon 11/09/2006 04:41 PM
Sadly i have to block you as seeing you online just reminds me what
slags
women are. Bubye!!
cutestray:
>Subject: nnnnnneeeeeeoooooooooooooooowwwwwwwmmmmmmmmmm.........
>Date: Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:38:00 -0700
>Well, thanks.
>
>I can understand how you feel, and i really do feel for you on that
count
>(in my tummy...ouchee!)
>
>I do know how it feels to be hit by one you love, but i also know that
a
>great deal of the pain comes when that person fails to aknowledge their
>errors, or worse, makes you feel to blame, thats where abuse really
takes
>place, i reckon. I have made my mistakes, as you have and in similar
ways,
>at least both of us have the strength to admit our faults eventually.
>Although i cant turn back time as i wish i could, i can offer you my
>apology. However, I could never heal the issues that still burn within
you
>from people who i'm sure put you through worse things.
>
>Just to inform you, the closest i have ever got to being violent in the
>past is smashing a mug or bottle whilst alone in the kitchen, to vent
my
>frustration, oh, and occasional bouts of minor self harm which went
>unnoticed, as i intended them to. I have made great steps in dealing
with
>my anger since being with you, because i've had to cope with an awful
lot
>of projected hatred from you, to be honest. I don't want you to feel
>slagged you off, i just think you should know. I was very wrong to lay
into
>you the other night and moreso next morning, but i will not shoulder
the
>blame for previous episodes between us. Your moods and expectations
have
>sometimes been impossible to deal with, but i have learned a lot. And
after
>all, you've threatened to kill me several times and did wield a knife
at me
>the other night!
>
>Aknowledging and dealing with our own problems is the only way to stop
the
>cycle, with or without eachother's support, blaming and bludgeoning one
>another with the recent or distant past is no way to move forward. You
and
>I have been an interesting learning curve, though we caused eachother
great
>pain, we've also had the ability to kiss eachother better emotionally
and
>move on. There is a lot still to be learned no doubt, and probably
through
>some painful falls, but i'm glad i fell with and for you.
>
>I hope you feel the same.
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