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I find it strange how loneliness can seep in so quickly. Tears flow down ur cheeks as the storm in your heart gets bigger. I miss being held I miss going to bed with someone next to me.
What I dont understand is I am nice always have been yes there are times when I can be a bitch lol but whose not that way?
I go to bed at night fantasizing that I have someone next to me kissing me on the cheek and wrapping his arms around me in a way that will let any girl know she is always loved and safe as long as she stays with him.
I dont want to fantasize anymore but truth is thats all I can do to keep the insanity away. I just want to one day be wanted and to be shown that. If I ever got that Id do everything in my power to return the love and devotion.
Well until Mr Right comes in fantasy man is here for me always. LOL I talk to my pillow just before bed telling him my boring day and cry on it when it seems like life isnt getting any better. How pathetic am I?
LMAO ur such an ass, u may be 6'6 and strong but your to much of a butthead to fantasize about lol. Your just jealous cause my fantasy guy is hotter then you lol
Yeah the only reason they fall at ur feet is cause u smell bad go take a shower and cool off u big goob
Totally PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
23:15 Jul 27 2009 Times Read: 666
Ok today on the news it was said that a mother killed her three week old baby and ate half of the child and she said that the devil told her to do it.
Now I feel the need to go to the mans defense and before you assume anything I am not a devil worshiper I dont even worship god. As I have said I believe in the Wiccan faith and I also believe in Greek Mythology.
First off the Devil is not that cruel he himself has children of his own and would never do that so that woman is full of shit.
Second we have free will so even if he did she could have told him to go FUCK himself.
In Greek Mythology Cronos was the father of Zues and Hades. In Christian faith God is the father of Satan and of Jesus Christ. I know in the bible it says nothing about satan being gods son but it is true satan is gods first child.
The church only wants you to believe certain things therefore why not change shit in the bible as it is past down. It has been rewritten of thousands of times in many dialects.
Believe what you will either way that woman was sick and shes gunna get away with it with a stupid insanity plea. Thats fucked up in so many ways.
Ok today my sister met some guy online and had me talk to him while she was in the shower. Well I started talking to him and joking with him and then when she got back he told her "sorry but I want her shes cuter"
We got into fight and it was bad. She was gunna move out I was gunna move out and blah blah blah I didnt know what to do.
Shes had a bad week a bad month and shes been rejected by guy after guy and then that guy had to do that so she took her shit out on me and I didnt do anything wrong I was just talking to him like I do with any other person.
Things are better now but Jess gives up on men I feel like shit for even agreeing to talking to the dude. But she asked me to. From now on Im gunna say no I dont want this shit to happen again
Well today is my aunts B-day shes going out with a lot of friends including my sister so I'm stuck babysitting once again. Tis the life of mine, she even told her friend that I would watch his daughter which I don't mind doing but I would have liked to been asked before my services were given out. I love my aunt but sometimes she doesn't really care about asking people to do things for her she just makes them.
On another note the house is almost clean I had to fix the vacuum cleaner again the damn thing keeps getting clogged. You know I went out and bought the damn thing cause I was sick of the shop vac now this thing starts to go into the shitter after three weeks of owning it.
After the house is all done and everyone is napping I'm going to add things to my mythology and my fav books section LOL I have been slacking but been busy for the past few months.
HMMMM once all of the Greek god are all done I think I'm gunna do the Mesopotamian Gods.
Im thinking about doing a European History section. Not sure just yet lol
Ive started making changes, they're for the better. No more depression, the past is behind me where it belongs. So tall boy this is for you....Im getting off the cross and forgetting all of the pain. Love you thank you for getting Jess to help.
As you can tell Ive started deleting things. Now just wait till its all gone. Hell this site might be behind me to Im not quite sure yet.
Well today Tom my brother came by and was picking on me well i had enough so we started to wrestle. Well he pooled my leg out from under me and i went down my head it the floor first. Hard and right at the temple. Thank god it was on carpet cause if it was on the marble floor i dont think id be conscious right now and I would have a gash in my forehead to. Nah just got a splitting headache.
Well for the first time the i was held until he knew i was ok he just to charge and stayed there then when he thought that i could stand he helped me up and asked me if i was ok. He did the finger test and everything. Ive never had that done before. It was nice.
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