I have really messed up my life. I should have stayed in the closet. Now no one wants to be with me or hang around with me. I can't go back so all I can do is move forward. I think when my mother passes, I am going to move to the west coast where no one knows me so I can go stealth and get a new start. My being trans has become too awkward for all concerned. It will be for the best for everyone I know if I just disappear.
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xRobin3x
02:07 Apr 03 2017
dudette. sadly everything in life is hard. no matter who we are.
and elena... i like ya just the way you are. and danmit, i would hang with you.
point to this journal entry comment. see. mee... i is here.
but i will be the first to tell ya. there is days i feel where your coming from. but if i did, my house would disappear....lol
so i stay. :D
MistressAngelique
05:44 Apr 03 2017
RaynesAsylum
03:21 Apr 05 2017
It's hard being alone, but there is strength and growth in being alone. Fuck anyone who judges you or does not want to be with you. It's their loss. You are an amazing person and you deserve happiness. But happiness needs to start within. I have faith in you.
cr8054
06:11 Apr 05 2017
Thanks guys. I really do appreciate it. Its tough dealing with the dysphoria and sometimes the discrimination from some people.
hannahrose
11:15 Apr 27 2017
I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YTOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS DO MY BEST TO SUPPORT YOU. DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU BUT DONT BE ASHAMED OF TH WONDERFUL KIND LOVING SWEET PERSON THAT YOU ARE . YOU ARE MY BLOOD AND MY FAMILY AND AL LI WANT IS FOR YOU T OBE HAPPY AND TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE ACCEPTED AND LOVED NO MATTER WHAT. BLOOD LOVES AND PROTECTS BLOOD ALWAYS AND YOU ARE BLOOD TO ME . ANYONE THAT ISNT WILLING TO ACCPET YOU THE WAY YOU ARE RIGHT NOW DOESNT DESERVE YOUR LOVE OT FRIENDSHIP.