Whenever I cut, the blood comes out and I have to drink it, it's too hard to resist, even tho I'm still human
It's been getting harder for me, why does life have to be so hard, I can't survive much longer
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Keep your head up!
Don't let the negative thoughts get to you and don't allow yourself to get stressed out and overwhelmed.
The past 2 nights, me and my girlfriend have had similar dreams the same exact night, we don't know for sure what's causing it but I feel more connected to her now.
It's getting closer to the time that I can leave my family, after they have forgotten me and be with the 1 person I need in my life
I almost fucked up yesterday and lost someone important to me, I just have to wait to make my family forget who I am so I can be with her and prevent more problems
Parents suck, well at least mine do, and I'm sick of it, I just want to leave, but i can't, I'm trapped here, not allowed to go anywhere unless it's where they want me to go. Help me please.
More pain today, lonely at school again, don't hardly have anyone to talk to, and the need for blood is getting to be too much. I'm not even a Vampire and yet I still need blood and help
With school starting again, things in my life get harder, I just wish all the pain would go away, but I don't know how to make it go away. Nothing I try works.
Today was a little better then yesterday and the days before today. I keep thinking what it must be like to be a Vampire, and if it's better then how my life is now. I only have 1 person I can trust, she is the only reason i haven't given up, but I would like to know what it's like being a vampire
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