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if anyone has bebo add me i am brutalgirl!!!

and then add terii93 you will know who she is straight away!!!

dunno why it's called that but i cannot be bothered to pit anything else!!

well here is some more about the house:

well,

i do not know weather i will go to the house i did a wigi board out side at like 12 o'clock at night and there is a boy in there hu is called kalema nd he has a sister called elizabeth!!!

and they want to go in the house by demolishing the front door with a hammer!!!

but bit scared =[

they were killed by their mom!!!



and now i am really freaked out!!

dunno if i will go back

after all it is illegal and i fell physically sick when ever i go near the house!!

but shhh it is supposed to be a secret!

everything is the same lately...

the only thing is that yesterday we went to an old abandoned house and is quite scary we was only there for a little while then w e got quite creeped out!!

so then we went home and met up again later, so we went to the fields by my house because we were going to go by an old abandoned pub but there was pepz camping outside of it!!!

so we left and went to a haunted house that is literally down the road from me!!!

so we tried to get in there but it didn't work!!!

now the only reason we tried to do this is because quite some time ago me and my friend went to this house and ever since then we have both been having reaccuring dreams about it!!!

and we keep seeing a girl writing in a diary and she hides it under some floor boards and we want to see what is so important about it!!!

weird i know but i will keep you posted on it!!

well,

since the day i was born no has ever undestood me.

they have known me and liked me but never got me!!!

i cannot have relationships anymore because i get scared and i do not know why so i have lost a lot of people that i have fallen in love with.

also people do not understand my way of deazling with loss!!!

i just do not leave my house and i talk on the phone to every one!!!

i also need to be left alone but hate the fact that no one is with me!!!

i am very contradictary with my feelings!!!

but oh well people love me for it and that is all that counts!!

Oh yeah i forgot to mention that the guy that i was on a breal with has been spreading shit about me!!

well he has been saying that i have been on him like a dog since i met him and i tried to get him to sleep with me!!!

well for a first i have only ever kissed him twice and never with tongues and i am only 13 (14 in 17 days) and he 16 ( 17 in november) and it is against the law to do that!!!

and i do not break the law!!

i am so tired lately!!

everythign i do i am tired!!

think it is the fact that i have a screaming 8 month old niece who wakes me up all the time!!

OMG- my P.E teacher said that i look like i have not been to sleep in about 3 yrs i wanted to swing for her!! ( she is such a chav!!..... it is unbelievable)

but i walked away got changed into my gym kit ( well if you call a punky fish hoody, a red striped low v- neck top, jocking bottoms and trainers ( but i took them off to show my spotty socks) kit)

oh well i sat out anyway!! i refused to do it.... well i looked tired so i thought i would milk it for all it's worth!!!!

so i am gonna finish me science lesson, have lunch, bunk off dance and go to sleep!!!

OH YEAH SMOKE LIKE A CHIMINY

okay thne, i was at home and my mom and my sis started to argue (as usual!!) and i was stuck in the middle haveing to look after my niece!!!

so i joined in and it calmed them down for about 10 seconds and then they started again!!!

so my sis is moving out and she is never going to see my mom again so she gave me her 18th birthday present which is a real silver ring with real diamonds and i need to look after it for her!!!!

so now i am at sian (brutal!!!) and she is being the best!!!

i am really annoyed all of the little induction day kids are really small and cheeky!!!

and to top it all off my year is the only year that is in the school!!!!!!!!

how shit is that???????

well i ain't sure wheather i mentioned the fact that my sister punched me in the face on thursday night?

well my sister left home on friday and now she is back!!!!!!!

yesterday we argued and she threatened to punch me again and said that this time i would end up in intensive care ( to be honest i am pretty suprised that she knows the word) anyway...... she ripped up my fags then she gave me hers ( i am oretty sure that if you intentionally do something to piss someone off you do not try and make it better)

anyway i am in school today and my year is the only year that is in school because of the new year sevens coming to school.

oh well at least the teachers will be busy so i can have a fag at lunch and break.

i just hope that i do not get caught because of the smoke free law now instated in this country!!!!