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I feel like things went from an ok day to a pretty crappy one in about 10 minutes.



My mood definitely shifted.



Don't you love when that happens?



Having a test this morning in calc was a bad start, but I was able to stay positive for most of the day. and then things just went bad I guess.



I keep having spurts of happiness though.



Edit: thanks for pointing out my spelling error Bones :P

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Bones
02:01 Mar 27 2010

Ah, that's better! ;)

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KanePendragon
06:00 Mar 27 2010

I love you

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bandnrd
16:42 Mar 27 2010

o.o



I hope your day gets better..

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I worked out for the first time in a while today. Did some biking, treadmill, and elliptical. I was at the gym for about 30 minutes. I am so sore.



My goal is to get back down to 135. As of right now I am about 165 (which supposedly I don't look it).



I was at my skinniest at 125.



I figure if I keep at it for a month or two. Working out at least 2-4 times a week. I can do it.



Considering I already work out fridays... though that is belly dancing. Some wouldn't consider it a work out, but this week, I was hurting after!



I hope I can make it! I won't be happy with my body until my body is back to what it was a year and a half ago.



I should be saying.... "I can do it!" but I've tried a few times now to lose the weight. So I really should do it this time. I have the place to work out. I really need to work on my arms too, They are a bit bigger then they were a year or so ago.

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RazaelRiezen
00:05 Mar 21 2010

belly dancing is a major work out it works all your abb muscles as well as your thighs and waist.

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bandnrd
01:41 Mar 21 2010

I think you look perfectly fine.. I do think that belly dancing is hard work. I mean, I'm too lazy to do it, so it's definetly work, lol..

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KanePendragon
01:08 Mar 25 2010

You are gorgeous!

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I took the idea of this Journal Entry from Vampirewitch39. what she stated really got me thinking...



She said: "You ever stop and think about the people you talk to on this site? I mean- if you was put into a room with a crowd would they be the ones you would normal walk up to and start talking with?"



I've meet a few people in person off of this site. 7 to be exact. And to be honest, I'm a scared-ie cat. Just ask the 3 people on here that lived in the same town as me before I came to school. 2 of them went to high school with me.



I don't really talk to anyone unless I over hear them say something that catches my interest. Which can be a bad thing, it can bother some people.



Or if someone talks to me first. Or if I have seen the person once before. And lastly if I have a question and I was told that they know the answer.



Most seem afraid to approach me, when really I'm afraid to approach others. I'm afraid of being shot down... that I'm the type of person that most would just... push away.



Though there are many on here that I have talked to for so long that I don't think I would be my normal shy self around them.



I would have to ask to see how I reacted when I met those that I met from VR.



like lordxofxwar, RazaelRiezen, ShadowedRemains, or ThePinja



or talk to the people who have known me for a few years now, and I've hung out with on a regular basis like... StarSuicide, LoveXStarr, or bandnrd.



If they comment it would be awesome. and let you know how I am off the bat.



But I would go up to people... but be CRAZY nervous about it. I'm like that will all people though.

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Vampirewitch39
15:23 Mar 18 2010

With our talks I would never take you as shy. :)

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KanePendragon
11:55 Mar 19 2010

We will see how shy :P

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bandnrd
22:37 Mar 19 2010

I've known cherryblossom about three years ago. She's become one of my best friends, a sister, if you will. But, in the beginning, she was shy. Mind you, that lasted about.. an hour? After that, we kindof clicked. I've seen cb in action though.. She's shy, but she has no reason to be. I've never seen someone who has so much potential before. Potential to be someone that everyone must talk to, someone that you can't go a conversation without asking her opinion.

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ShadowedRemains
02:28 Mar 20 2010

Shy doesn't even begin to describe cherryblossom in person. Amazing is more like it. When I finally figured out how to get to her she was so anxious. Of course I was too. She is a great person when she actually opens up. Even if it does take a while to get her to. If you are one of the few people that she holds dear then you are a very special person. She has opened up to me and is no longer completely shy but is still shy to a certain degree about different things. I will have to admit that I could not imagine my life without her in it.

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RazaelRiezen
00:07 Mar 21 2010

Honestly, I would have to say you can be shy at first but aren't we all? however once youve opened up or gotten comfortable your rather awesome.Im not too sure what to exactly say however,your definitely someone I am glad to have messaged on here back when i started this site.

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I got second place in the conest... 1 minute after CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs won it! Great job hun! You and I both looked for that last icon for at least an hour!



I'm proud of myself for getting second.

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bandnrd
16:03 Mar 14 2010

Congrats. =]

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Yes, it's snowing... in March.... In NC....



just seems unreal to me.



and to make today even better, I have a stomach bug so I'm not going to my classes because I don't wanna end up getting sick while walking to class or something along those lines.

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bandnrd
18:54 Mar 04 2010

Great.





So you'll be sick when you come here, which will get me sick, which will get Tawnie sick, which will get Manny sick, which will cycle to Sully and Jake.





GREAT.

Lol!





(I can't wait for you to be here!)

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