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Hummmmmmm……… ok he is fine, no he is sooooooooo fine!!!!!

You see I don’t get hung up on guys, ask my friends. My motto is “put down and piss off”. So why this one?? That’s the question I keep asking myself!! You see every morning I open my eyes and think of him, through the day I listen to songs that remind me of him, and at night I lay in bed and think of him. At the weekend I go out in the hope of seeing him, and if I do its like no one else exists in that club, frankly I don’t give a shit about anything else. And the sad thing is I am quite happy to just stand in his company. I don’t care who sees us or who don’t, I just care about him, and every time he dumps me I come back for more, its like that picture I saw on line “I’m 99% sure he doesn’t like me, it’s the 1% that keeps me hanging on” well that’s me!!

Like why do I keep saying his name in my head? And why do I keep smiling every time I think of him? (which is most of the time, so I continuously look weird)

And oh my god let me tell you do we look odd together, I mean really odd!! And I love it. And everyone thinks we are together, I mean it weird even the pizza man calls him my boyfriend!

Well it all started months ago, I meet him through my cousin, she introduced me and I ignored him and told my cousin he was lovely and to keep him, hee hee. Then I met him a few weeks after that and oh he was like a lap dog, he followed me all over and did everything that I said “hold my bag, watch my drink, lets sit down” I even used him to lean on. But what did I do?? Left with someone else?!?!?!?

The next morning I knew I had really messed up with my choices!! And for 5 weeks I was mad with my self, yes it was 5 weeks until I saw him again, and it was hell!

Hell and nothing had actually happened!!

Then 5 weeks later I was out and I saw his friend, I got my hopes up but was disappointed to learn he was not with him. But I did get his number! Later that night after the club closed my friend and I made our way to a small pub which does after hours and his friend was already in, we started talking and some how he ended up ringing his mate from my phone, he spoke then I spoke then he and well before I knew it £3 pound of credit gone and am walking to meet him, yes he got up out of bed at 3 am and walked to meet me!!

We talked and we walked and he carried my shoes, all the way to the bottom of my street, where we had our first kiss, which was great!

You know how every one kisses different? Well we don’t! we kiss the same and it was gooood!!

Then he walked me to the door, waited until I went in and found a lighter, waited until I smoked a cigarette, then even waited until I went in the house and locked the door, all this and he knew my husband was home.

Well the next morning I text him to say thanks, but never heard back from him. So for the next 2 week I lived just in hope, this guy had got me and got me good!!