The waiting of the move has made me sad, I know not how thing will go. I do know it could be worse. I feel thankfull my daughter has let me come to her house for a brief time til I can find a place hopefully it won't take to long.
I will miss being at rave, it is my home away from home, I love it here.
My misfortune of my past issues have brought me to my own doom this happens to alot of peeps these days but I have to run and hide before I'm destroyed and consumed by the immoral monster that has persued me for so long.
Hugs and bites to all my friends, I will be bak, Love all ya guys.
My life has always been in turmoil but I have made it through it one way or another. Now I am starting at the very bottom of where slugs are and starting over. I won't have internet for awhile who knows how long as soon as I'm moved out. But I have my friends and children, we will see how many true friends I have. I don't know if I will love another man again it has taken me too a far abyss and drama and physical pain that I could ever speak. I have many friends who have been supportive and hope not to lose them in my long abscence. but don't think I died and don't forget me I was here and a living breathing part of rave. I amlost now but will find myself again , material things have no place with me I have lost everything thanks to one man. But I will be back and better one day maybe in a differant life.but for those who know me I love ya and always remeber me.
A heart is a precious piece of work. It can be eaten and played with, toyed with and destroyed.
Emotions which I haven't quite figured out how to disconnect from my heart get carried away with my life.
But I know this when I figure it out I will untie it burn it off and close it to the world.
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