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i know when friends vent to me they just want me to listen and not react but some times i really want to fuck the ppl up. my friend carmen and her boyfriend have been having a fight. today is thier 2 yr anniversary, and she wanted to make up and not fight anymore. she called me cause she wanted to make him dinner but didnt have allot in the house. so she told me wat she did have and i helped her create a great dinner, then she calls me later, joe ignored her from the second he got home, he refuses to talk to her or touch the food. carmens understandalby very upset and i want to go fuck him up. but then later they would make up and then i would be the bad guy....... it just pisses me off!!!!!!

the longer it takes him to call me the less i care if he does, sometimes i wish he just would never call me...



i need a new boyfriend....

i;m feeling sex deprived lol

well i just got my comp back from best buy, cost me $400 but i can use it again. i also go verizon high speed internet. i feel like i'm the last person to leave dial up.... well kathleen and her family are still living with us (no surprise there) and our eviction date is nov 6 so all 9 of us will soon be homeless.... still working at the nursing home, still paying the bills....



trying to not contact slain..... he doesn't want me . he'll never pick me, i'm finally starting to get over him... i think... i can sleep at night and go almost a whole day with out willing him to call me lol...... my life sux.....