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Why do people tell me not to dream. that there's nothing more than "This".When i honestly want something greater then "This" world. Somewhere much different then where I live. I just don't know anything anymore I want to believe, dream....... but then I don't want to be disappointing knowing that they were right and that there wasn't anything more than "This" ...... Surely though there has to be.. Right? Who do I believe... No One backs me up, No One tells me what I believe...But then I probably ask the wrong people.. What to do?.... What to believe? ......

Not knowing who you really, eats you from the inside, wanting something but not knowing what it is, having to choose between everything you love,...., hoping you pick the right decision.....

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