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Yeah, the fuckers at work decided to add know gang members to the mix, I knew this shit would explode. It happened one hour prior to my arrival. PLEASE tell me this was an innocent mistake! NO! This is like some fucking homemade experiment! There could have been staff injuries............Thank goddess there were none. That, people.............is what I deal with. I am scared to death that my friends are going to be hurt, then I have to care for them......It is horrible. I just want to die...........I don't have the juice to deal with this no more.........It could have been my best buddy, my co-worker, fuck...........could have been me. Am I expendable?...........They obviously think so.......

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Sinora
13:43 Aug 28 2008

No, you are not in the least expendable *hugs*

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Sorry about the last entry, really need to calm myself. I just don't know why my emotions are running so high..........perhaps time to chat with the head doc again. I hate going, keep on bullshiting myself I don't need to go, but only kidding myself. Ain't seeing no one at the present, so might as well go back on the fucking meds.......who knows, maybe then I can go back to walking around with a freaking smile plasted on my face!

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queenofchaos
10:25 Aug 25 2008

*Hugs*

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Sinora
13:35 Aug 26 2008

These docs get paid alot of money...go make em earn it hon....*hugs*

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Yes it is true, someone actually wants to be with me! It is insane.........It cannot happen, want the dirt, ask me one on one!

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Sinora
09:06 Aug 20 2008

Gimmie du dirt, gimmie du dirt lol

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queenofchaos
12:58 Aug 20 2008

When you call me today...I want the dirt!

Again it's about damn time....

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I have been informed of my escapades this past weekend............I obviously did alot of "stuff". I am not proud of myself. I will not know the full extent of my missdeeds untill tommorrow. Please, help me lord of darkness........

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pandorasbx65
09:00 Aug 19 2008

ROFL! Been there just recently myself, I know your pain.....

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Jamie
09:23 Aug 19 2008

I know how that is. I have done so many stupid things while drunk.....though I don't know if that's what you mean. But I have done a lot of stupid shit that really embaresses the hell out of me to think of it and I wince. But it's all just life experience and part of the wild part of you that is quite expressive. Right? haha......

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Jamie
09:24 Aug 19 2008

By the way, I can't even look at your picture. haha....I have to look away to click on it. :P

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solitaryangel
10:53 Aug 19 2008

Surely it cant be that bad? I think everyone is capable of stupidity?...I hope you are okay.

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queenofchaos
12:57 Aug 20 2008

You are too funny :)

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Cripes........it took forever. I feel retarded! Naw, between moving,new pc, schedule changes at work..........no freaking wonder! Shit what is it, like eight more levels to sire? I may not be alive that long! Who knows though, if I can get back on here on a regular bases, maybe by this time next year! In other news: I am so damn excited about the new hbo series: Trueblood, can't wait. Gotta order it though, I don't watch tv too much. I guess it is on Sundays (go figure) Mostly I have off, but football is starting! Dammit! This new fucking box thing I am paying for better tape it!

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queenofchaos
03:33 Aug 19 2008

Hmmm, squeeze in a call? It's been MONTHS since we actually spoke...

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Sinora
08:34 Aug 19 2008

*Wonders if the Rave is ready for Sire Bunk ?* lmao

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Ok, been away for a while........WAY too much shit going on! And gonna get worse with fall upon us......love it! I get five days off, and will share the stories soon! Hang tight, even I gotta sleep!

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Sinora
11:12 Aug 14 2008

*Sits and waits* lol

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Dammit, it is so cool to have a functioning PC! Christ! I feel like a fucking caveman! Everything is so much faster and easier! This new screen is fan-fucking-tastic! So clear, new colors and such...........I kinda hope this takes a shit in two more years so I can upgrade! Wow! Anyway fans, again, thanks so much for following me! Please feel free to msg me anytime........we can be friends....Ha!



Another note: Some of my friends are going thru stuff, it is like a soap story! Crazy!

Yes, finally. My old PC finally took a massive dump,it must go to the graveyard! It was almost ten years old, it was due to be replaced........I just kept on putting it off. But now am up and running!

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Sinora
10:07 Aug 02 2008

10 years old ? Meh I have shoes older than that lol

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