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It was rather odd, celebrating my 22nd birthday. My face hasn't aged in almost 8 years. It's peculiar watching the years go by, and with each year that passes I still look the same. It's somewhat unsettling.



Today there was a lot of positive energy, and I subconsciously fed off of it, and I am full. I feel at peace, calm, tranquil and content. This is a very rare feeling for me, so I relish it. I am savoring the moment.



Happy birthday to me :)

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Sabastianthebat
03:24 Nov 25 2012

Happy groovie birthday [:

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Iholdmybreathe
15:55 Nov 26 2012

happy b day dovey

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He ended the kiss abruptly and dragged my hands away from his hair. He could hear my heartbeat through my wrists that were pressed against the sides of his head. He held his seductive smile that I so adored. His eyes glinted a honey-butterscotch color, and I knew we both wanted the same thing. "Careful babe," he warned playfully as he backed away, then turned to continue down the hallway to the kitchen.



I looked into the mirror. I was newly nineteen years old, living with my beloved fiance. I picked up a razor and held it in my hand, with a coy smile on my face. I felt playful, and I didn't want the fun to end.



My fiance Maleki is a vampire. Specifically, he is a sanguine vampire. He has a need for blood, a need that was strongest when we made love. I wanted to experience what he talked so little about, what he never volunteered information about; blood drinking.



I turned my eyes to my wrist and slid the razor across my skin. Immediately blood surfaced. "What are you doing?" I heard Maleki ask. I put the razor down and turned, headed down the hall as I felt the warm liquid drip down my arm. I arrived in the kitchen and leaned against the counter, flashing him my bleeding wound. He grinned instinctively, but then shook his head at me. "Why did you do that to yourself?" he asked. "You're not cutting again, are you?"



I shook my head. "Nope. I didn't do this for pain," I got closer to him, still holding my arm up. He smiled at me. "That's not a good idea," he said. I shrugged. "Don't let it go to waste."



With that, he took my wrist in his hand and pressed his lips to the wound. He then sucked, and drank deeply. I gripped the counter with my free arm, and I started to feel light-headed. I leaned into his neck and I bit him. He reacted by swiftly pinning me up against the wall by my throat, his eyes a blazing caramel color as he looked at me. Then, he let me go, and backed away. "I can't believe I just did that...." he said. He took his military knife and went outside, grabbing his pack of cigarettes.



I went outside with him. He inhaled the smoke like a chimney. "What are you ashamed about? I loved every minute of it," I said. He looked at me. "I meant choking you. I never did anything close to that to a woman before, I see it as abuse."



I laughed. "It's also a fetish. Don't worry about it babe, it was wanted." I winked at him. He chuckled and flicked the ash off of his cigarette. In his other hand, he spun the blade of his knife between his fingers.



Once he was done with his cig, we went inside and he spun the blade between his fingers on both hands. He was starting to bleed. Eventually there was blood all over his hands. I walked up to him and firmly grasped his hands, and examined them. "My God! Doesn't that hurt? I don't want you complaining about my arm again." I stated.



He laughed. "No, it doesn't hurt."



"Go wash your hands, you might get an infection," I told him.



"No I won't," he scoffed.



I put my hand on his chest and moved forward, pushing him back to sit on the couch. I took his hands in mine. "If you won't clean them, then I will." I locked eyes with him, and bent my mouth to his hands, and I lapped at the blood. He closed his eyes and inhaled sharply. I licked all the blood away until there was no more. He looked up at me, opening his eyes. "That felt weird," he admitted.



And thus began my transformation into the vampire that I am today.