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I went skating on Friday, as usual. And guess who was there? My ex-boyfriend Gary. I was excited to see him... but I was hurting inside. I love him very much and I've never felt this strongly for any one person before. We dated for about 8 months. The first time we broke up he left me for his ex Tasha. I hate that stupid, fat bitch!! And I don't hate very many people, only her. Then again... the second time we broke up he left me for Tasha... again!!! And the strange thing is that he always told me how much he hated her and how he couldn't stand her. Yet he always went back to her... stupid huh? Anyway when we broke up for the third and final time... I don't know/think he went back to Tasha. Then again I'm not sure. Like I said... I was really happy to see him again. But my friend/girlfriend Tina was hanging all over him. And she knows that I still have strong feelings for him. It really pissed me off. I was very disgusted with her. I mean... am I just being a bitch about it? Because I don't think I am. Best friends shouldn't do that... I would never hang all over my best friend's ex if I knew they wanted them back. But by the end of the night I was in his arms again. Even though it was only for 10 minutes, lol. He was keeping me warm, awww! lol And I'm sure it made Tina jealous. But that's not what I was hoping for. I just wanted to be close to Gary. And he kissed me and told me good bye. Because he had to leave.... what a night. I came home and cried. But atleast I got to see him and hold him again. lol It had been about 4 months since I last saw him.

I'm sitting here in school and it's only 3rd pd. It's 10:01 A.M. in the freaking morning!! I'm so not a morning person. I acutally got up in time to get a shower this morning.... wow. I'm shocked! lol Anyway, I got a new kitten last Friday, the 14th. He's 10-11 weeks old, all black, with green eyes. He's so cute! And to top it all off... his name is Lucifer! Muahaha! I love it. I have a feeling he will live up to his name. Tomorrow is finally Friday... fucking right!! I can't wait to go skating. Hopefully Patrick is there again. :) I really like him... well gotta go! I have to move to 4th period. Later!