Ok so the past 24 hours has been a living nightmare for me. My boyfriend was here with me and it was an incredible time. But I have done nothing but cry my eyes out for the last day because we decided that it was better for him to go back to job corps (for those of you that don't know what that is...its kinda like a trade school.) It was definately the right choice for him, but it sucks being here alone cuz everywhere I look it reminds me of him.
I woke up this morning and fought the urge to cry, again. I'm doing alright and I think I am going from the sorrow stage to the pissed off stage which will help motivate me to get my stuff together while he finishes the last year up there. Life is just crappy right now, but hey, we all have to struggle to get ahead right???
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TheVampyreNico
20:38 Nov 14 2008
You sounds like your a very sensitive person. I am one too very emotional at times. struggle more like fight for it and everything.