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All my time was wasted tonight. I wanted only to stay here and spend time with my love . damn .. I am not having a good night .

I miss you my love ... : (

Hurts so bad when we are apart .

I am bored out of my mind tonight .

I Love you Victoria and can't wait to be alone with you again. I know I won't be bored then :D

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bored .. I have so much free time now tonight . All i can think about is writting my Love Victoria a huge long love letter and kissing her till I can't feel my lips . XXXXXXXX mmmm

:x ( Erin )

Going to lay down soon . I am worried tonight . I am so worried about my love that I am not able to calm my nerves at all. I pray I can sleep tonight :( .

I hope she is alright . My eyes must close now.

I love you Victoria .. My heavan and earth , my moon and stars . :x Bloodessa * Erin *

I am here feeling alright . Thinking obsessivly about my love . I can't wait to be in the arms of my sire and love Tabatha again . I love to feel her lips on my skin and give her all she needs. I can't wait to be back home again in the UK . Where I may not have been born but My home is where ever my Sire lives. I am lucky as hell to have a romantic relationship with my Sire .Its the very best thing that can happen to someone. I know it is rare. I am so in love with Victoria ! She is the only one I let in my soul and would give anything she asks and do anything for. Other then our children .

And also I am working on getting ready for a interview. I am getting a job soon !! :X Bloodessa

I sit here knowing I have work to do and plan on doing it.

Restless as ever still and have been for days and nights. Separated physicaly from My love and sire hurts so much . I ache for her constantly. My newly awakened soul at times makes me feel and act like I never though I would. The Love of my Sire always calms me.

I am dedicated to her eternaly even after my physical death . I will never abandon her. I love her like I have loved and needed no one else I have ever known . Tabatha Is the best I ever knew in my whole life. I have waited for what we share since age 14. Thats when I knew my soul cried for vampire to come and make me theirs. Haunting my dreams and my subcontious. Abandon two 2 marriages because of this need this irrisistable pull that continued to grow stronger.

So when you are drawn to something deeply within your being , don't deny it or try to run from it . It will only chase you and the desire only grows stronger . Time and your age means nothing . This is what I have finally learned now at age 34 . I Love you Tabatha * Victoria *! Thank You for Loving me so much . You will never regret making me yours. xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Until soon

:x Bloodessa ( Erin )