How many people actually have seen death up close?
How many know what it is like to actually take another life?
Annoyed by the transparencies.
The rain has been a wonderful gift these past few nights.
I am ready to move on and begin my career.
Nonprofits are ridiculous to have communities with high poverty levels. Can't turn them away if they cannot pay, but get money from them. Make up your fucking mind.
The poor like to be poor just like the rich like to be rich. There is not motivation to get off government aid. They feel they are special. If you bring new meaning to being an asshole or bitch, then yes, you are special and deserve to be punched in the throat.
Never again will I sacrifice my limited time on earth and the ability to earn very good money to help so called family.
Off to do my workout.
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Oh wow... Well whatever happened, don't let it spoil your opinion of good beneficial programs that DO help people who TRULY need it... There ARE bad actors out there, though and they make us ALL look bad. But I can tell you............There have been times where if it wasn't for certain programs, my daughter would have starved, ya know what I mean? I'm poor and I can tell you I absolutely DESPISE being poor. It's like you get in a rutt and you're stuck. Part of our problem is our rent is costing us 65$ a day so it's literally impossible to save any money. (That works out to $1,950 per month.) For that kind of money I could be renting a fuckin' PENTHOUSE. Like, WTF...? But anyway yea..... The sooner we treat each other as individuals and not clump ALL people into ONE category things in the world WILL improve. I've been trying to spread this message for a long ass time. :)
Now, ALL that being said.... There are special people in this world who THINK that the WORLD owes them something... Those are the types of people who do not deserve to reap the benefits of non-profits or welfare, etc.
People in general and for some unknown reason refrain from utilizing their brains. Laziness is a contagious habit engulfing society and communities.
Time wasted with their noses in their phones and have the balls to believe they are intellectually superior than I.
I practically piss myself while laughing in their faces.
Humanity is the greatest failed experiment. We are not special. We are nothing more than simple squaters full of destruction like rogue cancer cells eating away at every beautiful creation until our very own extinction.
Life is dark. Embrace it. Death will be more appealing.
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There are good people out there hunny... You just have to look for them! ^_^
Wonderful thunder storm again last night.
Woke to an overcast morning. So insatiable.
My lifeforce is drained somewhat from the stress of those closest to me who feel compelled to push judgment on me.
Do I care? No.
My feelings are numb towards mere trends that do not hold my interest. Of course I am viewed as being disrespectful. Again, I do not care.
I view the world very differently than most. How I long for days of sword and shield. The ability to rid those who have scorn against me. Those who feel as though they are men surely will fall to their knees like women without their guns. Any idiot can pull a trigger. Taking a life slowly is a most intimate rush.
Society will one day crumble. I will be reborn. Alphas will reign.
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I would love to know about your thoughts on New World Order. :) And I absolutely LOVE thunderstorms! So does my two year old daughter. When they come, we will open the window and watch and listen. So relaxing! ;)
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DarkRails
20:55 Aug 07 2016
I have faced death twice. Back in 05 when I was in congestive heart failure and two weeks ago when I nearly died from shock and renal failure. It wouldn't have been so bad if I knew that dying would bring me immortality. Without that, it scares that shit out of me.