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I have found nothing but pain and despair!

I let someone in for once....

They are causing me pain...

I stopped letting people in....

I thought maybe I could let one in.

I was wrong.

I give up on love!!!

all it is cruel...

Love is a useless thing in life you need not love but Lust.

which is apparently all he has....is Lust.

though I have fallen in love with him....

I've fallen in love with the one who causes me so much pain so much despair so much misery.

Why must I love the one who dose those things to me?

I know he dose not love me like I love him but yet he still shows some love toward me.

Like he dose love me......just not as much as I love him.......

Why can't he love me like I do him?

Why must he cause me so much pain despair an misery?

I'm still so young and innocent....

Why I must be hurt at such a young age I do not know....

Though I hope and wish in my dreams and nightmares...that I will stop being hurt soon.