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The poem i wrote called angel of my heart was written for a female who had my heart and ripped it out she had the power to destroy me and well she just about did all i feel i inside is pain and hatred forwhat she did but i think that with time i will heal. just thought iwould explain the poem.

WHY DO I DO THE THINGS I DO I CANT NOT EXPLAIN THEM I DONT MEAN TO HURT THE ONES I LOVE OR CARE ANOUT BUT ALL



I BEEN THROUGH HAS MADE ME WHO I AM MADE ME REACT THE WAY I DO IF I COULD CHANGE THE I WOULD BUT ITS SO HARD



WHEN HISTOY KEEPS REPEATING ITS SELF ITSLIKE THE DAY NEVER ENDS IT KEEPS REPLAYING OVER AND OVER TO DIE AD GOTO



HELL WOULD BE A RELEASE AT LEAST THERE IT ONLY KNOWS HURT AND PAIN AND TORTURE NOT LOVE OR CARE OR COMPASSION



I LONG FOR THE DAY I WILL BE FINALLY HAPPY AND AND REST MY HEAVY HEART AND RELEASE ALLTHE DEMONS IN SIDE THAT



STOP ME FROM FROM DOING THE RIGHT THING YOU KNOW NOT BEING TO CLINGY NOT BEING TO POSSEVIVE AND ALL THAT



I HAVE TRIED SO HARD NOT TO BECOME THE THING I FEAR THE MOST AN ASSHOLE LIKE 80% OFMOST MALES I AM A NICE



GUY BUT WHEN IGET HURT BY PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT I GO IN TO DEFENSIVE MODE AND JUST WANNA DESTROY EVERYTHING



AROUND ME



I THINK ITS GONNA BE AWHILE BEFORE I LET MY HEART OPEN AGAIN COS I CANT HANDLE THE PAIN WHEN ITS RIPPED FROM MY



CHEST THE TORMENT IS TOMUCH TO BARE AND MY TRUST IN THE FEMALE RACE IS SLOWLY DEPLEATING ONLY FOR THE FACT THAT



EVERYONE I HAVE TRUSTED HAS HURT ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THE LAST ONE TO HURT ME NEARLY KILLED I HAD ACTUALLY



GOTTEN TO THE POINT THAT IF I WAS HIT BY A TRUCK I WOULDNT HAVE FELT A THING ONLY COS THE HURT WOULDNT HAVE COME



CLOSE TO WHAT I FELT WHEN THIS PERSON RIPPED ME TO PIECES ITS STRANGE REALLY I DONT BELIEVE IN SUICIDE I THINK



ITS THE CHEATS WAY OUT AND A COWARDS WAY UP UNTIL NOW I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT WOULD OR COULD DRIVE A PERSON



TO END LIFE LIKE THAT BUT AFTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME I AM STARTING TO SEE



I AM JUST LUCKY THAT IHAVE FRIENDS HERE COS IF I HADNT HAD THEM AND SHE HAD OF GOTTEN IN JUST A LITTLE MORE WELL



I DONT THINK I WOULD BE HERE AT ALL THAT WOULD HAVE PUSHED ME OVER THE EDGE FOR SURE LIKE BALANCEING ON A TIGHT ROPE



AND SOMEONE ROCKS YA AND YOU FALL BUT YOU SEE I WOULD FALL WILLING COS I THINK DEATH WOULD BE A RELEASE FROM ALL



THIS SHIT I HATE THE WORLD ILIVE IN WHY CANT IT BE SO EASY TO FIND LOVE AND PEACE REALLY WHAT GOOD COMES OF GETTING



HURT SOMANY TIMES BRFORE YOU FINALLY HAPPY SERIOUSLY IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE IT ADDS DOUBT AND NON TRUST TO THE



RELATIONSHIP COS ALL THAT IS IN YOUR MIND IS "IS THIS GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN HOW LONG TILL SHE HURTS ME"