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I have not been on in such a very long, I am not sure where to begin.



2 or 3 years ago when I first started on this site I fell in love with an amazing man who lived in the same country as me but he lived not only in a different state but there was a large age gap and I was in a committed relationship. Later when that relationship ended i thought I could handle the distance and despite how mature alot of people saw me to be, I was still very immature. Thank the gods he is such a loving and understanding man. If it was not for him I do not believe I would have matured.



Now here I am engaged to a goofball my age. And I say goofball very lovingly. John has put up with so much, what with my being bi-polar and schizophrenic. And I was honestly shocked when he stayed even after I told him I was pregnant. He has been such a trooper, I know how difficult this all is for him, but he is growing up so quickly. I am thankful for him and his love. We still have issues but what couple doesnt? But now we are making progress and honestly I dont know if I would have done things differently or would I have done the same things.







David, no matter what happens in my life you are important to me a great deal. I will never stop loving you or being thankful for meeting you. Thank you for helping me to become the woman that I am.