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hey everyone...



so yeah.. things are fine.. we sorted things out.. and then.. hey.. he's left the country.. but he'll be back in a week!! YAY!! but im gonna miss him so much... oh well.. then we only have a limited time before he's moving to the other side of the country.. *sigh*.. oh well...

much love to all



~*~kisses and hugs with love and hate~*~ Caitlin

hey everyone...



oh my god!! i was talking in my last entry how i'd never have the guy i loved.. well i do!! turns out.. he lied when i asked if he liked me that way because i was going out with someone else... but he told me yesterday... (i think after he saw my last entry and my poetry) and we're going out now...*dances* i didnt think things would work out like this.. and for once.. things are going right.... and i have the one i love... and he's probably reading this too.... *waves to boyfriend (yes i know i cant stop saying it)* ubt yeah.. things are going well... i have him, im getting my hair redone soon and am getting some peircings soon (no tats til im 18 *sigh*). only down side to all this.. is a) school starts again in 2.5 weeks.. and hes moving to the other side of the country in March...*cry* oh well.. as long as im with him.. it doesnt matter...



~*~kisses and hugs with love~*~ Caitlin

i hate this so much.. i hate the things my heart does.. fuck.. i think im falling for my friend.. but i cant have him.. we agreed.. only ever friends... *sigh* but it hurts.. i really like him.. oh well.. will have to stop myself.. i keep screwing up like this.. *sigh*.. oh well.. cant help me own fuck ups...

~*~kisses and hugs with love~*~ Caitlin

hey..

am bored out of my fucking mind.. got dumped yesterday.. myspace is done and my friend Alex isnt online.. so am writing a journal... should help me feel better... pfft.. nothing makes me feel better... probably death or a bottle of vodka or my home made absinthe.. but have neither.. and i love my friends and family too much to leave them this early in the year... Aaron is a lying, -low-life-son-of-a-bitch and right now.. i'd be pretty happy to see his grave... then i could dance all over it... but yeah.. he isnt dead.. neither am i.. and yeah...

well its late.. im tired and parents are getting ready to pull the plug on the modem.. damn dial up.. oh well.. nite nite friends.. lovers.. fans.. stalkers.. enemies..



~*~kisses and hugs with love~*~ Caitlin