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well lets see i was woken up to a baby crying this morning and i was like ok todays going to get better then i sat up and got my diary here and tried to write my dream down but the wierd part is i couldnt remember it. i was shocked becuz i normaly do but i dont remember this one i know it had sex and anger init becuz i got frustrated last night. oh well maybe later it will come to me.

was a bust i thought it would be fun trying to hang out with family nope i was completely wrong oh welll better luck next time (NOT) at least my son got to touch the deer and stuff.

im going on a camping trip this weekend and the guy im seeing is being such a drama queen hes throw a fit becuz he had the weekend planned for us to go to fresno and do stuff oh and did i forget to mention he didnt ask me if he could plan the weekends and shit from me? after all that he goes on urspace and types me a letter saying wat a bitch iam for not going with him and now he might not go or he might visit his friends and stuff. some how he keeps getting more and more friends over there mysteriously i dont know what to do with him hes such a jerk/drama queen sometimes. my son to day slap my sister ass and called a bitch but he said ITCH lol it was cute but not cool. i wish that my days would be so filled with drama maybe i should just avoid men for a while like i did before this one and relax and get stableized a gain. im getting tired and weak i must do something about my liveing arrangements even if it kills me. god MEN GRRRRRRRRRR

everytime something starts to go really good it turnsinto shit with me. like i started to get over this dumb ass cold and then i blow out both yes both of my ear drums. so now all i hear is ring its soooo annoying. i miss be held and haveing someone to help me with thing since im sick and all. im getting tired of dealing with sooo much crap from family about y do you have to be soo difficult maybe becuz i hate you duuuhhhh. i had to go to the er to get help in this town since it so small there are no good doctors so i had to go out of town. my son is starting to get sick now to hes coughing and sneezing. i need help with so much stuff its not even funny i try so hard and many people know it here and all i get is shit. i hope that one day people will look and say what a good person i am or at least have my family here how proud they are of my great victories. i miss being a model everything was great and payed for then i got pregnant and shit kinda went down hill then when the baby came out everything went back up

i was thrilled and now it going back down a gain since the baby is being a stubborn bvutthead but in a cute way so i cant do anything a bout it. i thought it was funny when he call my grandmother a bitch and she didnt really understand him lol. im so tired thanks to this stupid medicine its hard to stay up and play but its ok it getting late anyways. good night