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I am still the down to earth person, I was before and big hearted. I just stand up more for my kids and myself. I dont let people use and abuse me like before. I stopped talking to a lot of people I knew bc of how they were treating me. I have some really close friends that I see as my family. I have a lot of family too that I cut out of my life and soon cutting out a few more. It is for the best. I shouldve done it a long time ago but I couldnt hurt my mother but situations have changed a lot and I saw my mother's true colors and found out more of the truth about when I was growing up and now. I dont know how or why one parent like to danger their kids with physical and mental abuse ant the other parent who can stop it just let it to continue and then like her grandkids live through the same and worse. Because every year it gets a lot worser. I been through a lot and people say I should write a book about it. I just dont knowI might do that later on and let my friend write it. Her writing is so beautiful to me, she should be a writer. I am just saying. I use to hate life and living because of everything. I never told people whats really going on and just hold it in. My man was the first one, I told things too. Then I told my real friends what was going on and they were shocked I kept it in for so long and never told them. This is the thing keeping things in and keep reliving things is what makes people more depress. So I took a lot off of me when I told people. I feel better. I still have a lot of issues because of everything and my parents. Later on I will write a sum of everything so you know whats up. I dont want attention. I hate it but if you want to be my real friend than yous better know whats really up with me and I would like the same back. I dont care for fake people that talk a lot of crap. I even met this one person through my cousin's friends' on facebook, she seems kool, but omg all the lies and games she plays with her bf and recent ex is insane. I cant be friends with someone like that because I would have to tell them to tell the truth and if not I would have to tell. I keep a lot of secrets but not that crap or life/death situations either. If it about anything else thats personal I will keep to myself. Thats the person I am.