I understand you love her more than me i accept that but know when i loved you it was true i would have never done that to you cuse blood is warm and i feel cold now watch the truth unfold i gave you my heart you broke it in two hooked up with my best friend what a fool truth is she'll take what she wants and will leave as soon as shes off her back and thats when you'll want me back but i know better than that cuse my friends are true i am much better than you
I laugh to hide all the pain that burns inside i hide becuse i dont want all the sympathy for all thats happend to me i hide myself deep inside you'll never see me unless i die then i'll be free from this painful world that holds me i hide it well i know its true cuse many never knew i shy away when they get to close cuse i wanna tell them what happens the most i hide to kill the tears when i think of whats happend for the past 4 years i hide cuse he is the one thats killed me inside.
She feels unclean
She knows the reasons why
But its not your fault she feels this way inside
She doesnt wanna be touched
She feels so defiled cuz she sat there all the while
Different this time mental scars rip apart
She battles with herself day and night
on wether or not she should take her own life
becuse this time she didnt fight.
Trails of blood run down her arm theres no time the lights fadeing from her eyes fadeing escapeing all the lies everything she did and denied no one undrestands her actions or why if only they looked into her eyes they told a story most did not know she didnt explain on the suicide note but listen to her favorite quote Pain=Love=Suicide=Death=Eternal life and in the mournful end this is all she wrote
your love illuminates my crimson abyss brought on by a blade it hurts to smile when you see what i've done i try to reassure you but i still feel numb i'm alll alone without there laughter and there smiles torn between what seems like denial sad but true i dont wanna admit it but i need them as much as i need you
stay for a while cuse i cant stand to be alone stay for awhile cuse your love makes you feel like home stay for awhile so i can try to heal all the pain they make u feel stay so all the bad can go away stay becuse your my safeplace.
For my love. Heaven or tatu
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