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I've been with my s/o for almost two years I'm all for the long term relationship && normally I'm all for the thought of love because the very word of it usually brings a smile to the corner of my mouth but now well lately our love seems to have vanished && replaced with this sickening feeling that lingers in the room when were both there.

I feel unappreciated && unloved, insecure && hedious he constantly belittles me && calls me crazy relationships are supposed to bring out the good in a person not make them want to throw themselves hurtling off the nearest cliff. He infuriates me takes nothing serious sometimes I feel as if I'm dealing with a child I work clean cook pay all of our bills && can't even get a second glance. My head tells me to run leave now well actually leave 8 months ago but my stupid heart is keeping promises....what good is a promise if only your half is being kept stupid love.

ID ABSOLUTELY LOVE to say I've had some one who's stuck around for a long amount of time however I'm unable to say it without it being a lie. The truth is outside my family others have always just taken what they needed at the time then forgets about me until they need something else. Growing up I knew I wasn't the same I'm weird I guess while other kids were outside I stayed in because the sun burns my eyes (which till this day it still does followed by a migraine) I've had many opportunities to break a bone

But I've never broken one blood has always tasted "normal" to me whatever normal is I'm just different I guess



I've wondered off topic I tend to do that sometimesiI get little burst of energy && my mind goes 90 miles a minute

When I get comfortable enough with someone to show them who I am they've always proven me otherwise usually because they think I'm completely insane I assure you I am not I don't sleep much if at all