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I'm shoved torn stretched and ripped apart until their is no me. Like im nothing like I'll be nothing I was nothing, forever nothing. Life has a funny way of giving you love that doesn't love you the way you love them. you will forever see light in the darkness of the love given to you and you will forever try to keep pulling on that love. they will never have to pull on your love because it will always be out for them to see always.

over and over again what's wrong with me what's wrong with me. as my heart keeps breaking and my mind keeps shaking. My headaches won't go away how do I stay how do I go. How do I feel I can't breath some days and others I don't even want to walk. how can I wake when I know I'm not even in this shake I'm just something to be tossed around. can you even hear me on the ground screaming I can't believe I got this far how could I end up like this, what even got me this far. I wanted gone for so long ago how do I know I can continue to make it When I just keep breaking. this heartache of mine this head pounding of mine how do I break it all down even with my eyes wide open and heart shattered my soul still feels hope even though It hurts.