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many times I think back to this is not fair it should have been you it should have been both of you holding her hand laughing smiling listening to her stories helping her in life it should have been both of you enjoying her food her great heart her beautiful mind but instead it was just me only me by myself wishing it could have been both of you instead always saying I'd let you both have my place I'd let you live the life you both deserved what I did not I'd sacrifice everything for you both but life chose me and gave me time and mind and everything I wished you both could have had and I still don't know why and I still probably will never know why my heart wishes it did know because I can not see why it is I instead but I'll live live for both of you keep trying every day to do my best and be the best I can be as much as I can love you both as if you were here with me all three of you