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realities fate
18:44 Aug 20 2024
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were there once was something no more is it to be and now i dance in a room of no one and sit by you buy that's only in this so called distant universe that's in my head and not in my life if you fall my heart won't crawl if you see me standing maybe it's just your heart hoping the best for me and seeing a facade on my face as i'm not rapped in ribbon and lace only a face of a smiles that don't exist and when you realize it's not a dream i am not what you wish to see me really feel like at least i'm trying and not just lying just making my life one day at a time and you wondering why i haven't felt that fate of hope wishing and praying i could have the life one day maybe i would yet i know it's distance and not close like the vibe that's felt in the distance yet i know that the spring's are lost and the ship has went south like the birds and ll of those words that once were said and never can be read so let it be said that's the lead in the crack and the weak in the heart and the heat you feel when you hear that voice,yet old scares don't stay long they do burn your soul so ripping it all out a stair down the wounds with salt in the them till you pull all the black out of your eyes and they burn you red and pulled words of light and hold the night and let it be known to take the right height of wings out to play the game of name and float your touch to the distant and the weak and that deserves to feel like there wanted in another way so drift into a dream of thoughts and pleasant soft petals sending all your tingling vibes and warm heart to your dreams and your waking day till it rains soft rose petal hearts and death metal music and masks and more with tiny kitties and black cats in silly hats and dogs ferrets and bunnies too only to you this night might seem weird but you feel the warmth and the lifting shiver that runs though your whole body and you shake and and melt not to reality but to wanting more if you may please fear not the hope could be there but only in time could it tell look at the clock and see it's late but early to some and for none but you fall to your knees and soak in the vibes and the heat that makes you bite your lower left bottom lip as the violin plays a song in light tune yet with a tang and a stinging beat you fall to the ground in a meadow of flowers and grass meow says the cat as you check your watch staring at it like there's noting there and you feel the light touch of a hand in yours but nobodies there at least not untill you start to see a figure slowlly drift in and out slowly becomeing a full person more more less and less just an outline?!

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