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just say that someone that you no has a clouded headspace

how would you help them?

if they kept blocking you out and setting bounderies and keep pushing you away

how would you tell them to lower there wepons and let you in ?

to tell you whats wrong so you can help them carry their pain



when they tell you that there is nothing you can do.. and start feeding you lies ..

should you stick by them or just walk away ??

and when they start acting out of behaviour

doing things that they never thought that thay would do



is there a way to tell them its oki?

even tho they are drowning themselves by their own hand??

consumed by their day to day struggle

what do you do to then ??



They say that the mind is like a neverending intertwining maze

i chose to stay and try to make you see reason

but through your brute force broke me down

till i couldnt stand anymore



i tried to be their for you my dear friend

but i have failed to save you

as i stand here on the edge and watch you drown

i now no that i cant save you



you must learn one day

that you have to save yourself

and when you have realised that you have pushed

away so many people

maybe then ill assist you again

they tell you when you where younger that there is something happy beyond the grave

something that would bring you eternal life, love and everlasting happiness

and being ignorant you accept these things becasuse you believe

because you never had the choice



as you grow older you begin to see the other side

that their was never any candy canes on the other side

and there was no way that the grass was greener

the hurt and the pain

that everything isn't as it seems

and that the grave is a lonely place



but which one should you want to see

the harsh cold reality

or the "heavenly " truth

so i stand before you



i stand here and ask you the tough question

to be blinded or to see clear

it is something that i have had to deal with since i was small



they tell you that there is somethng to look foreward to in your later years

when you leave this life and join you ancestors in the world beyond

but is it real or fake

stand tall or be small



you simply dont understand anything that i am going through

all you see is what you want to see

you never wanted to no me

you never realli cared



So here i stand

in the vally of my tears

you were never their to help me

you were never here to save me



where were you when i stumbled and fell

you left me their in the fires of hell

where were you when i needed you most

you left me their all alone



you wonder why i hate you

why dont you look at the people surrounding you

and dont you dare judge me

because in the begining you never knew me