I see the reports on tv and in the paper too. Another one jack-knifed in a ditch or just couldn't put the brakes on in time. I get chills and the automatic need to hear your voice. I have restless nights when the phone rings at 2 am and it's a wrong number. I die a little inside each time. I know the road is where you thrive and where you feel you are in control. Sometimes though I feel like life is so out of our control. In between visits we live on the phone. The children wait and wonder, when is daddy coming home? The nights get so long and days seem to never end, as I wait for the call saying you are almost here. I get the dinner on and make sure all your favorite things are near. I am excited to see you and know that you are happy too. The children greet you at the door with hugs and kisses as I wait there too. I know that for a moment a fleeting glimpse in time you are where you need to be and once again your mine. I know that in a day or two I will cry as I pack your things. I know have to watch you leave and hope it.s not the last time that I see you again. I gather up the strength inside me and put on my happy face. I love you honey hurry home and please please be safe......
I again find my self waiting
waiting, wanting, longing and in need
Where are you I call for you do
you not here my pleas for relief
Come to met and wrap me in your
warm loving embrace
Renew me and make me whole again
take me as yours only if for a while
I feel your presence I know you are near
let me know the touch of your sweet caress again
Now you call to me in response, I see you
not so far away
You are rushing toward me as if to welcome
into your dark folds and tranquilitly
Ahhh at last you are here and I can call
you mine once again to hold dear
I may have to let you go soon sooner than I would like but I know you will return
So until we part again I will lay here and be
blissfully numb and content.
For tomorrow dawn will break and chase you away from my tender grasp.
Then I shall find you again when night time drapes its cloak on my shoulders.
Blessed sleep will be mine again
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