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I'm tired of crying because of him.

I spend the evening with my best (male) friend, Jason. People always mistake us for a couple, and the fact that we are affectionate doesn't help any. I don't really care what people think, but I try to keep the idea of us dating out of his mind. It's not that I think he secretly is dying to go out with me; it's that our friendship almost started being more than a friendship.

I'm always happy to be with him. He's a good friend, and he makes me feel good about myself. The massages don't hurt any either!

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venumstings
13:25 Apr 20 2009

May God Bless You Both.

I love this your rave. :)

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Actually, he just flat out ignored my IM and then signed off. It's like ok asshole be that way! I cry when I get angry sometimes, but I managed not to this time. I just don't know anymore.

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venumstings
13:27 Apr 20 2009

You are too emotional and natural. This make you beautiful in hte inner and different from others.

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I didn't actually trip over Jordan. What happened was much more painful. I accidentally dislocated my jaw. It popped right back into place, but the pain was the worst ever!

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venumstings
13:28 Apr 20 2009

Hope you are well now.

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From 8th grade on, I listened to The Cure and wore black alot. I liked red lipstick, black eye makeup, and the palest foundation I could find. Today, I dressed as Death for a Poe contest at the library. My outfit was black velvet pants with a red velvet shirt with black net short sleeves. I put a cape over this. My makeup was from my Halloween makeup kit. I put white makeup all over my face, black around my eyes, and reddened my lips. I looked an awful lot like what I wanted to look like as a teenager. I finished the look with a black rose necklace, spiderweb earrings, and a cameo pin.

Life is taking an inevitable turn.

Oh boy!

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ladySnowStrixx
21:36 Apr 05 2009

Happy Birthday!

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http://www.christianitytoday.com/teens/special/web/twilight.html

I've gone love dumb lately, and, yes, it's all Tyler's fault! Of course, it's actually mine. No one other than me makes me do anything.

I've had very little connection with one of my best friend's, Sandy, since she got married last May. She just exploded over email about something that she never even mentioned was a problem before.