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too long I've tried

tried to stop the pain

pretended not to go insane

to no avail

it's no use

let me fall

where darkness will welcome me

like old friends use to do

everything feels so far away from me

always on the forsaken side

I stood my ground well

now my light has faded

and I've lost my touch

time to give up

it's too late

no saving me now

don't bother

just leave me be

lived and loved

soon

dead and forgotten

watch the sun rise

and the snow fall

remember me by the hand

or erase me from your memery

it doesn't matter

I won't be here

I never was...



~AmaliA~

I'm just a young girl

weak, powerless and naive

lusting for the answers

yearning for their blood

craving for his wisedom

but I've forgotten my name

last night I grew a bit older

the age is shown in my face

I thought that I was different

in the end we are the same

my life, it seems so wrong

why can't I just enjoy it

like anyone else would do

all the things that I detested

I have become to be

so lonely, black and hungry

for the misery to end

still it's the beginning

of my death nearby

I will swimm in sunlight

of the dying day

reborn I shall rise

and the world will be paradise..



~AmaliA~

love is everywhere not me

it is frail where lust is known

six feet under where the sun doesn't shine

eternal night I cannot shine

let me be my own light of shadow

choking my last breath

strangled by old lies

I never loved someone like you loved me

say goodbye noone's here

staring into dark atmosphere

go away little angel

come back some other day

the devil's got my ear today

singing to mummies

dancing with death

I know the steps by heart

god will bid me apart

ride by the wind

discover neverland

live your lie

do as you will

for you will never understand the meaning of the right..



~AmaliA~

hear me. - crying

feel me. - dying

see me. - screaming

in your arms I would

if only I could

can't break trought these walls

behind. - I can hear your calls



together all alone

two knifes one scar

black and blue blood

the soul stained red



forget what you're looking for

true love never dies

just a piece of the bigger paradise

god loves you



never have and never will

trust me he doesn't care

take my hand

lost. - together we'll stand



~AmaliA~