I have had a very trying 2 days with those words. I had decided a long time ago that i WASN'T going to love anyone again after my husband left. There was just to much hurt in it. You lose so much when you lose a love. Although i wonder if i ever really did LOVE him or if it was just out of convinence that i felt the way that i did..
On the other hand there are so many good things about LOVE. The feeling is AMAZING when it's real. The person that you love is often the most wonderful thing out there.. Plus it makes the pain that you have felt go away all that is left is the butterflies..
So what is the problem you say.. Well i think i have fallen in love again.. It's a situation that i didn't think i was going to have to address for another few months but the person that i think i have fallen in love with is AMAZING. There are just factors that make this love difficult.
In the end i guess i have to do what my heart wants and the rest of my body will follow..
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VampireQueen01
02:19 Jul 13 2008
that is what u must do..i am only 17 yet i relize that love doenst truely exist in the hearts of many men my age..all the exists is lust.. do what your heart tells you to do..it will never betereay you