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I have made no secret of the fact that I am looking for my long lost TVD family on here as well as to make connections with other vampires. I am very lost. I will admit it. My TVD family was a huge part of my life and I miss them dearly. I am searching for them, but at the same time, am I searching for you?



I am not looking for the ones that role play or those who are not sincere about their feelings. I need that connection. I find myself in deep desire of those who are what I would consider and be able to call my vampire family again.



I wonder if those from my past understand what I am doing or if they fee I have betrayed them somehow? I am nothing if not loyal to my family, both worldly and vampire.



I am writing this for no other reason but myself and for others to know where I stand. I am open to learning from others, but always loyal to my TVD family, and I hope they fine me here.

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greatness
07:00 May 22 2012

I hope so too.

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markus666
16:27 Jul 03 2012

Caramba...I do hope I can be part of your family. You sincerity in your words, tell me that you give 100% to your family...WOW. What do I give to meet you...

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The coven that I called my home for years is long lost. I wish I could talk to some of them, unfortunately the ones I was the closest to have either passed away, or disappeared. I want to have this type of family back. I want to know what is right and what is wrong? Was everything I was thought wrong? Can I trust those here to not tamper with my soul? I have been broken and down for years! I am reaching out for the help of the true kindred souls. I want to know that feeling of complete safety and comfort when I log onto here. Perhaps things dont work this way anymore, but I will do my damnedest to either find it or start a coven like it.

I have been at home with my youngest child for almost 2 years now. I have enjoyed it so much and appreciated that my husband took on the extra overtime to allow me to do so.



But in about 10 days, I will be going back to work. I am excited and sad at the same time. Im sure there will be separation anxiety between the baby and I. And not to mention that my house has to stay clean at all times, otherwise I get pissed off. So this means I may be on here during the day more than night. I will be working nights.



Anyway, I just dont want those I have met to think I have left. Im still right here, and if you sleep, walk with me in my dreams.

I am a 34 year old mother of 5. Yes, I said 5. Two of them are step children, but their mother abandoned them when I came along so I stepped up to the plate. The girls are ages 17, 14, 13, and 2 and I have one boy who is 10 and is SOOOOOOOOO much easier to deal with.



I am a devoted wife. I adore my husband. I am a stay at home mom at the moment. My favorite musician is James Keenan Maynard. I have been interested in vampires as long as i can remember. I was a member of TVD up till it crashed. I miss them and am searching them out which is part of the reason I came here, but mostly I came here because of my need to communicate with fellow vampires.



There are a million little pieces to me that in time most will get to know. I hope to get to know all of you as well.

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NightofShadows
04:34 May 08 2012

Thank you for sharing and welcome to the Shadows

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