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First Greetings to all.


First if you do not believe this then do not bother to contact me as I have no interest in haters.
Neither will I talk to roleplayers or people who want to be turned as that is not possible in my knowledge but everyone their own opinions.
This is my life and it is a part of it and it is not so romantic or fun as in the books and movies or shows.

I have been away for a while but I decided to share my personal experience with Vampirism. The gift as I call it. That is because while I admit it is not easy or exactly fun, I still have it for a reason and there are worse things so I think positive and I try to consider it a gift.


I do not know how it works with other people as it is different with every other person. I still have tried sometimes to ignore the gift and continue with my life however eventually I feel weak and not well and the urge to have blood grows and then I can not resist anymore and I do it. I until now have used my own blood as I have no knowledge of a community nearby who could help. It also has worked for me until now. Again I do not know or it wil work with other people as everyone is different.

Lately the urge for blood has increased and it reminded me again how though it is. I have discovered that taking it frequently actually helps control it as I have noticed that the urge for blood can be dangerous if ignored.

I admit that I do feel healthier and stronger when I had blood then when I did not.
And now I accept what I am and I move forward. It is not easy but I can not imagine my life to be different.

If you want you can share your own experiences in the comments.