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It was another long day today, daughter stayed home from school today, we had some fun, but still wasnt able to rest, Im so sick of being sick, have a cough from hell that just wont go away, I think its going on a month now. oh well what doesnt kill ya makes you stronger right?? well at least thats what I have heard.



ever notice when ppl really dont know what to say, always say when one door closes, god opens a window? its their polite way of saying, they dont have a clue. I think I would actually prefer someone to say hey, your screwing up, stop doing this, and maybe just maybe your life will straighten out. instead of constantly trying to find a way to beat around the bush and just be direct. ever wonder where the world would be if we stopped beating around the bush so much, grew a set of balls so to speak, and said what needed to be said? I think the world would either be alot better, or there would be complete and utter chaos. Im so tired of seeing the shiny plastic people that havent a clue how to express their emotions or even their thoughts. when did ppl get so plastic they forgot how to be human? I know I myself have been guilty of that in the past, luckily I did have someone that snapped me out of it, and told me to grow a set of balls and stand up for myself.



for those of you who actually read this, dont be afraid to leave me a comment, its one boring night and I cant settle down to sleep just yet. so I will be hanging around for a while

Its been awhile since I have been able to be on here, was facing alot of frustrations trying to even stay on the sight, until I downloaded firefox, so yay it works again, now hopefully I can start spending some time here.



The last several years of my life have been on wild ride, for most of it, I was a trained slave, during that period I learned alot about myself and who I am, or rather one part of who I am, the other side, was shoved into a deep dark box, strapped with chains and padlocks, that side is my strong dominate side, the one that is sick to death of being pushed around, forced to do things for other ppl that had nothing to do with me, what I wanted, or even where I wanted to go. So enough is enough, I finally unleashed my more darker side, demanding for a change to have a chance to live my life as I want to, not how others wise it.



In letting out this other side of who I really am, Im forced to relearn how to co exist with all the pieces of who I am, to learn to not repress and hide one side or the other in order to survive. but to accept both sides as a whole.