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Lately i have found myself lost within my mind, more than usual. I have always know that mine was an old soul and it reached farther back than any could comprehend. But as of late the dreams have started coming back, dreams of things that were and are not anymore. Of people who roamed this earther long before we were ever thought of. The things that i've seen in my dreams i ahve only seen on television and in museums. And yet now, these thoughts haunt my daily life, calling my into thier depths to further ivestigate. Knowing and acknowledging my past, as well as my heritage as a gypsy it is no surprise that these dreams come to me frequently. And when they stopped coming two years ago i thought nothing of it but simply a ceasing of past events to be seen. Now they return and m mind body and soul ache for olden days long forgotten my thoughts troubled by this ignorant and teeming current time i am trapped in. I find myself sleeping more and more (though i have been told it is not good for me) just to exxperience past happenings once more. And no one to name can recognize and identify what i am going through in my family. While others accept our heritage they use it more as an excuse to do things they think are entertaining. They do not go as deep into it as i do. Alas a simple journal entry as this may be, i am lost still amongst my endless sea of thoughts and long forgotten memories. Who hho in this time and world can save me and be another going through what i do????

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Morgar
14:03 Jan 23 2010

I guess the world have lost it's genuinity my lady...the cares of this world, the riches. and all materilaism that have entered our lifes enslave our dear humans completely, this is so sad, no one looks into the past to see the beauty and wisdom that we had...I felt your pain, were are indeed the wise of this world?? Please my lady, let me share your burden, lay your yoke upon my shoulders and I shall give you rest!!!***Humbly bows before you***

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