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Two lovers



Oh my god!! What the hell did just happen? Once again you had to make a choice. Both doing the right thing and sacrificing our own happiness for that of another. But before u go to that, how could u allow it to get this far? He is a 16 year old boy and he is miles away and he has a girlfriend…….



I know I know it all my fault. I did not intend this to go so far or even expected this to turn out the way it did. Who would have thought that just having some fun would turn out into something deep? This isn’t just a game, this is reality. This is love, a dark and forbidden love that sprung out from the flesh. This love: a secret and verboten affair born our from carnal desire. Who would have thought that I would end up falling into this that is called love. But what is love? It’s much more than words and feelings. Can this be love? Is it feeling that every kiss matters? That every caress can last forever? Is it knowing that you need nothing and that nothing matters when you are with that someone? What the fuck do you think love means? Is it going to sleep as you blackout into unconsciousness with him as your last thought? It is waking up in the morning and wondering if he is looking onto the same sky as you? Is this love? Is it doing the right thing no matter of the consequence? Is it being able to let go no matter of the pain and suffering? Yes love is all of that and so much more. All these feelings I feel for him are true and cannot be described with a 4 letter word. So what to do now? Hate him for what has befallen upon you? Resent and curse the day you gave yourself to him? Cry uncontrollably until there is nothing but darkness and finally solace? Fight for him with tooth and nail no matter of the consequence? Or just let go?..............can you let go? Does he love me? Does he really love me? Was this just a game to him? no, he said he would never play with someone’s emotions, that he would never hurt you. And I believe you my dark prince I do. And that is why I love you. I love you more now that I know that you are willing to do the right thing. I love you more now that I know that you are real. I love you more now that I know you are honest and kind and compassionate. I love you more now. Damn it!!! Its all my fault. Why did I let this get too far? You came to me what more can I say the feelings evolved so soon to break out. And I was ours and you were mine……at least your body was mine for your heart belonged to someone else. That someone special who loves you also. I have nothing against her and I don’t hate her. She is nice, wonderful, compassionate, sweet and understanding girl. I know why you love her and why she loves you. But do you love me? You guys were together and happy before I came along. I don’t belong in the picture. I was and intruder. I came unexpected with out warning or call. It isn’t fair to you, to me or far worse to her. She does not need to suffer for our mistake. Let me do it. Let me take our pain and your guilt and entwine it with mine. Let me take her suffering and despair and swallow it whole. Forget me my love, think of me no longer. Just let go and take our self out before I hurt you too. Aren’t you tired of me fucking you over and over? My heart honestly breaks when I think of you. But I understand now what I love you means………….



“ I am tying you up using the nicest lace, trying to kill you softly trying to erase your face. Right now you’re the only one who understands my plight. Right now you are the only reason I can’t sleep through the night”



But how to let go? How can I let go? How can I stop loving you in a series of hours? I cant, I just can’t. I promised I would and that you should lover her because she deserves it more that I do. But how can I let go? I just can’t let go. I can’t just go cold turkey on you because I need you. How can I let go when “Your love fills me up when the blood in my body's drained

And your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break

im built for pain i swore to let no one in and there you where a vision a beauty

It takes my breath away you took my breath away

and it takes my breath away

How could I know that you would take my breath away? And

How could I know one kiss would change everything?

Your love fills me up when the blood in my body's drained

And your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break

Your love fills me up when the blood in my body's drained

And your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break”



Friends? Can we be friends? I told you I was ours, that I was our friend, your lover, your slave and your bride. And that still holds true. Friends: if that is all that I can get from you like a beggar I will take it with out any complaints. I love you and always will.



Two lovers lost in time

Two lovers drenched in pain and suffering………

Two lovers……..

Two friends…………

I love you……………………………………………………………………………