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And we hide behind,

Lies, anger, Hate

They shoo love away,

Build shells of ourselves outside,

It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,



Come on, STEP OUT, of your rind,

Assemble strength, focus, and release..



And run to me you can never look back to the visions from the

past they fade and wilt in time,

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,

Then I turn and walk away,



Eclipse you,

Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you,

I spit up on my plate, push everything away, from me



And we sever all ties,

It creates disruption midst circle of friends,

I become the sacrifice,

Spare your life and leave me to my misery,



GET OFF THE CROSS, and save yourself, RUN AWAY YOU'LL BE O.K.



Run now get away from me if I can get my grip

I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head, you'll never get away

I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my

past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,



You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through

Then I'll turn and walk away



I walk under clouds of gray,

Sphere of storms in my head,

I'm trapped again in endless rain



I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me,

I divorce your innocence and my guilt,

I divorce the lying sellout confidence,

I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing

I divorce the love bled meaningless,

I divorce the makeshift harmony,

I divorce the taunting acts of violence,

I divorce the pastime of jealousy,

I divorce control,

I divorce the faith,

I divorce the virtue,

I divorce the rain,

I divorce the excuse,

I divorce the greed,

I divorce the need,

I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life,

Just want it all to go away,

Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life

Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole

In this mother fuckin bullshit life, in this fucking bullshit life



I'll always be your shadow,

And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,

I can't be the hero anymore,

I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away,

I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,

I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity,

And I feel your warm sun on my face

Separate.. Separate.. Separate.. SEPARATE!



Eclipse you

And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur,

I need you

It's always been this way, I push it all away,

From me

Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away,

With my love,

That's all she's ever needed, from me

It's my time, to mother,

One of my own in my life,

I am so alone, left with no one

In my life, I'm so alone



Life submissiveness,

Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his

mother,

At least that's what she said,

Life of a simple man,

Taught that everyone else is dirty,

And their love is meaningless,

I'm just a soiled dirty boy,

I'm just a soiled dirty boy,



Sheltered life innocence,

Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head,

Duality in my consciousness,

Caught in the war of hemispheres,

Between the love lost in my head,

Mommy do you still live inside of me,

I'm so lost in my life without any guiding,

Protected me my whole life from everything,

Nailed shut the doors to the shrine,

To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness,

Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,

Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,



Deliver the remains from her womb of earth,

Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth,

Covert understanding of novice surgery,

I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need

For sickness I'm masticating,

Dancing and masturbating,

Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face



If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick,

If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick,

If I drench myself in others blood am I sick,

If I bathe myself in others blood



Blame mother for the sickness,

Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,

Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,

Dance and masturbate in night light by myself..



Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far

away,



[Chorus]



Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is

meaningless

I'm so soiled

Soiled

If I had to lose a mile

If I had to touch feelings

I would lose my soul

The way I do



I don't have to think

I only have to do it

The results are always perfect

And that's old news



Would you like to hear my voice

sprinkled with emotion

Invented at your birth?



I can't see the end of me

My whole expanse I cannot see

I formulate infinity

Stored deep inside me