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Before I'm Dead
20:54 May 04 2008
Times Read: 616

Moon hangs around

A blade over my head

Reminds me what to do before I'm dead

Night consumes light

And all I dread

Reminds me what to do before I'm dead



The sun reclines

Eats my mind

Reminds me what to leave behind

Light eats night

And all I never said

Reminds me what to do before I’m…



To see you

To touch you

To see you

To touch you



Epochs fly, reminds me

What I hide, reminds me

The desert skies

Cracks the spies

Reminds me what I never tried

The ocean wide salted red

Reminds me what to do before I’m…



To see you

To touch you

To feel you

To tell you



The sun reclines - remind me

The desert skies - remind me

The ocean wide salted red

Reminds me what to do before I’m…



Echo:

See you

Touch you

Feel you

Tell you

Tricky
20:53 May 04 2008
Times Read: 617




Tricky :

I believe in

I deceive in

Bottom weaving

I can breathe in

Make a wish in

Flower fishing

Moving vibration

Mild relation

I'm jamaican on your radio station

Got a curse in

Could be worse in

You first

In a hearse in

Good as dead in

Nothing left in

Nothing left in

Some be heading

I need a head rest in

And a feed from a warm breast

A man making hits

For the childhood of hicks

Underground like

Who's it sound like

You all sound the same

But you don't know my name



Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people lying

I believe in people dying

I believe in people flying

I believe in people crying

Alanis Morissette:

Ah

Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people balking

I believe in people talking

Alanis Morissette:

Ah

Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people breathing

I believe in people being



Tricky:

We all sound the same

You don't know my name

Rearrange and

Things don't change

Things remain

Feel the strain

Stress

Catch my breath

(There'll be a new tale of)

Get some rest

(He and I)

From the mess

(In fact any time)

I couldn't care less

(Every day)

Sugar cane

(Write fictional stories)

Is like smack to my vein

Shook fame

(If you want to)

But I don't complain

(On the street)



Stephanie McKay:

I believe in different reasons

I believe in breath through seasons

I believe when snow flakes fall

I believe in buildings tall

Alanis Morissette:

Ah

Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people bombing

I believe in people warring

I believe diseases coming

I believe that's why I'm running

Alanis Morissette:

Ah

Stephanie McKay:

Keep living

Alanis Morissette:

Ah

Stephanie McKay:

Keep living



Tricky:

(Alanis Morissette in the background)

You gotta ask

(There'll be a new tale of)

Before he attacks

(He and I)

You got the flats

(In fact any time)

Dub my sacks

(Every day)

You've got the city

(Writing fictional stories)

Move out of the country

I'm scrunching

(If you want to)

Friends that are punchy

(On the street)



Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people falling

I believe in people warring

I believe diseases coming

I believe that's why I'm running

Alanis Morissette:

Ah

Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people balking

I believe in people talking

Alanis Morissette:

Ah



Stephanie McKay:

I believe in people breathing

I believe in people being

Alanis Morissette:

Ah



Stephanie McKay:

Keep living...

Body Crumbles
20:52 May 04 2008
Times Read: 618

finally recover and the mood is right

looking up into a neon sky

child in me takes over, guess it's been too long

since the last time that i tried to fly



finally i find when i lose control

inside my body crumbles

it's like therapy for my broken soul

inside my body crumbles



all i need's a moment, chance to get away

from the stressfulness of every day

know if i don't question and i never doubt

everything is gonna be okay



finally i find when i lose control

inside my body crumbles

it's like therapy for my broken soul

inside my body crumbles



i don't know if i'll be alright

is it okay to be myself

why do we always have to fight

now i know it's alright



finally i find when i lose control

inside my body crumbles

it's like therapy for my broken soul

inside my body crumbles

Headstrong
20:50 May 04 2008
Times Read: 619




Strapped down and heavy

Tied up and bound

This weight I carry

This weight I’ve found

So Let….Me be the one to say

I’ve really had enough



Downfallen on (or maybe down, falling?)

(Yes, you meant the world to me)

My sweet love

So headstrong

Strong



Watch me fall



One time too many

You let me down

Won’t think what could be

Can’t feel much now



Downfallen on

(Yes you meant the world to me)

My sweet love

So headstrong

(Are you?)—this is whispered and hard to pick up

Strong



Watch me

Change this world inside of you

Change this world inside of you



Does it really mean that much to you?

To hide your fear, to test the way I feel?

To test the way I feel

To test the way I feel

To test the way I feel



Watch me crawl

Watch me break

Watch me crawl

Watch me throw it all away.



Downfallen on

Yes you meant the world to me

My sweet love

So headstrong

Strong



I can’t believe the things you say

So wrongful how I feel this way

I’m sleeping to relieve this strain.

So calmly, slowly, softly

Just Let it all just drift away

Let it all just drift away

Cold
20:49 May 04 2008
Times Read: 620

We kiss

The Stars

We writhe

We are



Your name

Desire

Your flesh

We are



Cold

We're so cold

We are so

Cold

We're so cold



Your mouth

This words

Silence

It turns

Humming

We laugh

My head

Falls back



Cold

We're so cold

We are so

Cold

We're so cold

Down With The Sickness
20:49 May 04 2008
Times Read: 621

(Can you feel that?)

(Oh shit)

Ooh ah ah ah ah!

Ooh ah ah ah ah!

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing

Broken your servant I kneel

(Will you give in to me?)

It seems what's left of my human side

Is slowly changing ... in me

(Will you give in to me?)



Looking at my own reflection

When suddenly it changes

Violently it changes

Oh no, There is no turning back now

You've woken up the demon ... in me



Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up

Come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up

Come on get down with the sickness

Madness is the gift, that has been given to me



I can see inside you, the sickness is rising

Don't try to deny what you feel

(Will you give in to me?)

It seems that all that was good has died

And is decaying in me

(Will you give in to me?)



It seems you're having some trouble

In dealing with these changes

Living with these changes

Oh no, the world is a scary place

Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me



Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up

Come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up

Come on get down with the sickness

Madness is the gift, that has been given to me



And when I dream

And when I dream

And when I dream

And when I dream!!!!

No mommy, don't do it again

Don't do it again

I'll be a good boy

I'll be a good boy, I promise

No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh

Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?

Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!

Why did you have to be such a bitch?

Why don't you,

Why don't you fuck off and die?

Why can't you just fuck off and die?

Why can't you just leave here and die?

Never stick your hand in my face again bitch

FUCK YOU!!!

I don't need this shit

You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore

Would you like to see how it feels mommy?

Here it comes, get ready to die!



Ooh ah ah ah ah!

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up

Come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up

Come on get down with the sickness

Mad-ness has now come over me

Slept So Long
20:48 May 04 2008
Times Read: 622

Walking

Waiting

Alone without a care

Hoping

And hating

Things that I can't bear



Did you think it's cool

To walk right up

To take my life

And fuck it up

Well did you?

Well did you?



I see hell in your eyes

Taken in by surprise(surprise)

Touching you makes me feel alive

Touching you makes me die inside



Walking, Waiting

Alone without a care

Hoping

And hating

Things that I can't bear



Did you think it's cool

To walk right up

To take my life

And fuck it up

Well did you?



I hate you!



I see hell in your eyes

Taken in by surprise

And touching you makes me feel alive

Touching you makes me die inside



I've slept so long without you

It's tearing me apart too

How'd it get this far

Playing games with this old heart

I've killed a million petty souls

But I couldn't kill you



I've slept so long without you



I see hell in your eyes

Taken in by surprise

Touching you makes me feel alive

Touching you makes me die inside

Penetrate
20:47 May 04 2008
Times Read: 623

I've got nothing to penetrate

And I've got nothing to elevate

I can't seem to concentrate

Cause I've got nothing to consecrate.



I wouldn't know the solution.

Cause this ain't my revolution.

I practice my prostitution

And spread the people's pollution.



I've got nothing to mediate

And I've got nothing to dedicate

I can't seem to separate

Cause I've got nothing to liberate.



I wouldn't know the solution.

Cause this ain't my revolution.

I practice my prostitution

And spread the people's pollution.



I've got no one to aggravate

And I've got no one to emulate

You want me to assimilate

But I'm not going to imitate.

Dead Cell
20:46 May 04 2008
Times Read: 624




Born with no soul, lack of control

Cut from the mold of the anti-social

Plug them in and then turn them on.

Process the data, make yourself the bomb

What is your target

What is your reason

Do you have emotions, is your heart freezing

Seizing this opportunity to speak

Ya didn't say nothin but turn your fucking cheek

Dead cell. Dead cell.

Sick in the head, living but dead, hear what I said

Learn a lesson from the almighty dread

Jah. Not to worry ya. Not to scare ya...

Kids are getting sick like malaria

Situation gets hairier. I'm throwin up all types of barriers

I'm tellin ya the kids are getting singled out

Let me hear the dead cells shout. Dead cell. Dead cell.

Born with no soul

Lack of control

Cut from the mold of the anti-social

Plug them in and then turn them on

Process the data

Make yourself the bomb

No soul. No control.

Cut from the mold of the anti-social.

Plug them in and then turn them on.

Process the data. Make yourself the bomb.

Stop pointing fingers cause we are the guilty

Of clean cut lines and truth that's filthy

Believe what is the root of the word

Out comes lie when it's cut into thirds

I don't believe what my eyes behold, No

I don't believe what my ears are told, No

Seizin' this opportunity to speak

I'm saying something don't turn your fucking cheek

Dead cell Dead cell.

Born with no soul. Lack of control.

Cut from the mold of the anti-social.

Plug them in and then turn them on.

Process the data. Make yourself the bomb.

No soul. (Dead cell) No control.

Cut from the mold of the (Dead cell) anti-social.

Plug them in and then (Dead cell) turn them on.

Process the data.

Make (Dead cell) yourself the bomb.

Dead. Cell. Dead. CELL!!

Dead cell. Dead cell.

Redeemer
20:45 May 04 2008
Times Read: 624

The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am

Always it is calling me, for the blood of man

They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.

I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me



Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.

So instead you'll taste my pain.

The hunger inside given to me, makes me feel alive.

Always out stalking prey, in the dark I hide.

Feeling, falling, hating, feel like I am fading, hating life.



They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.

I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...

Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.

So instead you'll taste my pain.



You say your life I'm taking, always bothering me, I can't take this anymore, I'm failing, always smothering me



You look down on me, hey what you see, take this gift from me, you will soon feed from me.



Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding



It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.



It's haunting me...

Change
20:43 May 04 2008
Times Read: 625

I've watched you change

Into a fly

I looked away

You were on fire

I watched a change

In you

It's like you never

Had wings

Now you feel

So Alive

I've watched you change

I took you home

Set you on the glass

I pulled off your wings

Then I laughed

I watched a change

In you

It's like you never

Had wings

Now you feel

So alive

I've watched you change

It's like you never

Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

I look at the cross

Then I look away

Give you the gun

Blow me away

I've watched a change

In you

It's like you never

Had wings

Now you feel

So Alive

I've watched you change.

Now you feel Alive

You Feel Alive

I've watched you change

It's like you never

Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

System
20:42 May 04 2008
Times Read: 626




You fell away,

What more can I say?

The feelings evolved,

I won't let it out,

I can't replace...

Your screaming face,

Feeling the sickness inside



Why won't you die?

Your blood in mine…

We'll be fine…

Then your body will be mine



So many words

Can't describe my face

This feeling's evolved

So soon to break out

I can't relate

to a happy state

feeling the blood run inside



Why won't you die?

Your blood in mine…

We'll be fine…

Then your body will be mine



Why is everything so fucking hard for me?

Keep me down to what you think I should be!

Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?



Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily



I will not die…



Why is everything so fucking hard for me?



I will not die…



Why is everything so fucking hard for me?



I will not die…



Why won't you die?

Your blood is mine….

We'll be fine….

Then your body will be mine

Forsaken
20:41 May 04 2008
Times Read: 627

I'm over it

You see I'm falling in the vast abyss

Clouded by memories of the past

At last I see



I hear it fading, I can't speak it

Or else you will dig my grave

You feel them finding, always whining

Take my hand now be alive



You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone?



I'm over it

Why can't we be together embrace it?

Sleeping so long taking off the mask

At last I see





My fear is fading, I can't speak it

Or else you will dig my grave

You feel them finding, always whining

Take my hand now be alive



You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone?



You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone?



Everyone

Everyone

Not Meant For Me
20:39 May 04 2008
Times Read: 628




You think you're smart

You're not, it's plain to see

That you want me to follow

It's killing me let's see

You've got the gall

Come take it all



The jury is coming

Coming to tear me apart

All this bitching and moaning

Come on it's on



I'm trapped in this world

Lonely and fading

Heartbroke and waiting

For you to come

We are stuck in this world

That's not meant for me

For me



So what you got

One last shot

It seems to me

That you're not needed

Come on

It's killing me let's see

You got the gall

Come take it all



The jury is coming

coming to tear me apart

All this bitching and moaning

Come on it's on



I'm trapped in this world

Lonely and fading

Heartbroke and waiting

For you to come

We are stuck in this world

That's not meant for me

For me



I'm trapped in this world

Lonely and fading

Heartbroke and waiting

For you to come

We are stuck in this world

That's not meant for me

For me



I'm trapped in this world

Lonely and fading

Heartbroke and waiting

For you to come

We are stuck in this world

That's not meant for me



For me

For me

Gabriella
18:07 May 03 2008
Times Read: 632

With beautiful scars,



Upon beautiful wrists,



She raises her amulet to the night sky's moon,



In hope of gaining all its energy.



Her love is lost,



Her hope is gone,



Why dont you see her?