The universe continuously gives me second chances and tries to show me it's trying to help me. Meanwhile I keep slapping it in the face.
I need to be grateful and embrace what it gives me. One day it'll get tired of my bullshit and desert me
Sometimes you really need to take a long look at yourself before you start blaming everything else for your circumstances... and that's where I'm at. I need to take responsibility for my shortcomings. Just being aware of this and how my depression has been affecting my life and those around me is enough of a catalyst for change. I don't know what happened to who I used to be, the person that would go above and beyond to complete their goals. But I'm going to dig deep and bring that part of me back. I cant keep living like this. I need to figure out what's wrong and where this apathy is coming from and fix it. I am going to rise from the ashes and start over better and stronger.
It's about time I design the tattoo I'm getting for a sleeve on my left arm...
I have a week off until work and school and I'm already bored so I'm going to work on this and finish my book on reading astrological charts.
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Its like this when you're going to classes and busting your ass between work and school you dream of time off.
When you get time off you're bored out of your mind.
I'm planning on getting both of my sides done, maybe down my thighs too.
Yeah either way sucks. I found a better book to read though, so I'm happy.
That sounds awesome. What would you get?
Thinking of a Phoenix but maybe something tribal.
This is why I havent had them done yet,can't decide.
I may have a friend help me design something.
That'd be neat.
I'm doing some kind of design based around thorns. Sounds kinda lame but it's awesome the way I have it pictured. When I sketch it out I'll show you
Yes do that, I'll show you what I kinda want done.
Awesome
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